Welll.... I'm having some issues at home... my bf dumped me a few weeks ago and now people i don't even know are picking on me because they tell me it's my fault...I'm not cute enough for him, i'm not smart enough for him, I'm not dominant for him, you're too cuddly, you're not cool enough....a few of my friends and my first EXbf is helping me through these things... I just wanna say thanks..... but i still feel lonely....I could be at a partyu or a mosh pit and i'd feel outa place...lonely...like noone else was around..... They seem to all know my name...but i don't even know my name..... I keep responding to one name...nick...... I don't know who i am anymore, My family is torn in half, we had to actualy change the locks on the house.... I'm so lonely, so tired of fucking up my life, and i'm just so tird of always having something wrong... I complain about my life almost all teh time.. I honestly don't know how anyone puts up with me....... So...if i'm not on for a while... I'm just having some issues at home...I'm not dead.... I'll try and post when i can, send me notes and comments all you'd liek i PROMISE!!!!...I'll respond when i go on. i swear it.... one thing i will not do is leave someoen else alone... I don't liek feeling taht way so noone else should! Thanx.... Nick♥