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-needs a spot to rant-
9 years ago
Personal if someone reads this then fine but this is more a rant for myself. Doubt is settling in my life once more and it honstily scares me more than anything. I been trying to stay positive saying things will get better. And don't get me wrong they do but, then they go down again. Maybe its this so called holiday season but I am just not feeling it... My friends don't feel like friends..(Except a few). My boyfriends trying but I am scared that maybe my doubt is growing stronger. The future scares me but it is something I need to push forward to. Art has been helping me keep busy but then im just stuck in a rut of home and work. I just wish this feeling wasnt there... then I could keep pressing forward.
Sadly, there is no magical words or miraculous method i can offer you.
Just keep doing what you do, keep yourself as distracted and having as much fun as possible, and endure the storm.
Best wishes.