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State of the Jagpard Dec 2016
9 years ago
***Transmission of Information Begins now...*** So this is my life, it's 2016 and it started downhill, and continued to get steeper to the point i think the slant is now above me and no amount of claws is going to climb back up
so when this year ends i really will be saying good riddance but 2017 definitely don't look better.
Financially speaking all i can do atm is ooo and ah and wish i could buy art from folks because art is the lowest priority on the list.
My financial independence too a hit with me no longer having my SSI when I need it, as my housing agency considered my debt to them the most important thing in the world and they hijacked it and telling I have to come up with money I really don't have to finish paying rent >.< This caused a few bills to be paid late and nothing I can do about it as I used my SSI for that and used my paychecks for rent... which was slightly more balanced out.
Physically speaking, Cold and me used to be great friends, Heat is still my worse enemy but due to being old enough to have joint issues, a damaged sciatica (spelling?) disk, and being a smidge over weight (from poor diet no less, i'm lucky to get 1000 cal a day) pain has been a fun friend.
Mentally speaking, I was diagnosed with depression for a reason and man is the dark cloud staring me in the face, I see it and I fight but eventually it'll drown me whole.
The year wasn't 100% bad i mean i did see las vegas even if I hadn't a penny to my name while there.... I saw 2 NXT wrestling events, one being takeover brooklyn 2 which had me on a happy high for 3 weeks after the event, and a dark house show recently in MSG theatre which had me on a happy high for 3 days lol
* a happy high is when something makes me so happy to have been there i'm still happy many days later....
When 2017 comes please feel free to throw a rope down to me, i can't climb ropes well but it's better than sitting in the darkness while listening to others that may or maynot have it worse than oneself.
so when this year ends i really will be saying good riddance but 2017 definitely don't look better.
Financially speaking all i can do atm is ooo and ah and wish i could buy art from folks because art is the lowest priority on the list.
My financial independence too a hit with me no longer having my SSI when I need it, as my housing agency considered my debt to them the most important thing in the world and they hijacked it and telling I have to come up with money I really don't have to finish paying rent >.< This caused a few bills to be paid late and nothing I can do about it as I used my SSI for that and used my paychecks for rent... which was slightly more balanced out.
Physically speaking, Cold and me used to be great friends, Heat is still my worse enemy but due to being old enough to have joint issues, a damaged sciatica (spelling?) disk, and being a smidge over weight (from poor diet no less, i'm lucky to get 1000 cal a day) pain has been a fun friend.
Mentally speaking, I was diagnosed with depression for a reason and man is the dark cloud staring me in the face, I see it and I fight but eventually it'll drown me whole.
The year wasn't 100% bad i mean i did see las vegas even if I hadn't a penny to my name while there.... I saw 2 NXT wrestling events, one being takeover brooklyn 2 which had me on a happy high for 3 weeks after the event, and a dark house show recently in MSG theatre which had me on a happy high for 3 days lol
* a happy high is when something makes me so happy to have been there i'm still happy many days later....
When 2017 comes please feel free to throw a rope down to me, i can't climb ropes well but it's better than sitting in the darkness while listening to others that may or maynot have it worse than oneself.
I was about to contact you to support my Kickstarter but I just can't bring myself to do that now. I hope you get through this. If you're looking for employment, low taxes and low cost of living, you're always welcome to come out to here in North Dakota. We have thousands of jobs out here and you won't pay an arm and a leg like in the NYC metro area.