All I do are life updates currently

Well for starters i passed my road test and got my license! And while this is all fine and dandy my driving confidence is still very shaky and I still have no car of my own. Recently my mother got into a car accident (not her fault and she was completely unharmed thank god) and her car was totalled. This is causing additional strain on me because they left the country for a week and I had to drive my dad's car which i was very uncomfortable with. I've gotten a lot better and more comfortable with it now after a few days but there are more concerns considering there are 3 people who need to go to and from work at completely different and some overlapping times and one car. I'm hoping somehow the insurance will give them the ability to replace my mom's car and then soon I'll get my own as originally intended.

The holidays are also around the corner and I've done a lotbof chirtmas shopping for quite a few people. I still have more to do, especially since my mom and brother still need tbeir gifts bought. This is the first year I actually had a job and made the money for the gifts all by myself. It makes me feel pretty good knowing I earned my money to do all of this. It also helps me guage things and see how things were having plans of certaim gifts and how much it would cost. It was a real eye opener haha.

As the holidays draw closer I'm developing a sort of mood, I'm excited but oddly getting anxious. About what I'm not quite sure. My mood has just been a bit odd lately and I'm not sure what's up. I work Christmas eve and Christmas day basically all day and I'm hoping that won't have too negative an effect on me. I also work 4-8 new years eve but all in all that's not that bad. I made sure I had off for my birthday and my anniversary so I can do what I want those days without work trying to get me. [Literally the only thing i really hate about my job. Aside from the kinda shitty people there]

I'm in an odd sort of mood recently but I'm not going to get into it. I'm hoping it'll pass and soon I'm be my normal self. Usually stuff just rolls off my back and I can keep going but right now I'm not sure if that's going to happen. Fingers crossed all will be okay.

Juat wanted to show I wasn't dead again after a few months. Peace.