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9 years ago
Hi FA.
So... long story short, the last few years have steadily got harder and harder and I have been through some really dark times. I lost a lot of drive for anything I enjoyed and basically just "got lost" (best I can describe it as). I can't remember a time when I was happy which is hard to deal with. I've gone through a lot in the last few years and it has changed me into someone I don't connect with and I can't seem to fix that.
I don't spend much time on FA as I don't really produce anything as often as I used to. It saddens me a lot but a lot of things got in the way for various reasons.
I do really, really miss being part of a creative community. I miss engaging with people who have similar appreciation for art and music and I miss feeling I was part of something. I've resurfaced a few times over the past few years but every time I thought I could muster something to upload I'd just disappear again. I haven't forgotten the people who make this site what it is and I still care about everyone I know here. I do lurk and check on everyone... sadly many of the furs I've watched since I got here have left/disabled their galleries... a lot has definitely changed.
I still get watches... faves, comments... which always touches my heart. I really just wanted to reach out and let you all know I am still alive and I'm still going through a long hiatus I suppose. I see I have a lot of notes that I haven't even read for so long so I must apologise to everyone who has contacted me. It's just I haven't logged in to this account in so long as I've not had anything to post and I browse through my art account mostly.
As some of you may have heard I am due back at Abbey Road Studios with
foxamoore in Feb 2017 which is crazy, scary and exciting - so you will at least hear some stuff that we do together in the new year and hopefully you'll all love what we do. I can't wait to be back there and I am going to be meeting a few furs for the first time. I am really happy Fox wanted me back and I will do my best to keep my nerves at bay! (eek!).
I want to say thank you to everyone who has still got me on their watch list. I do appreciate your support and I can only apologise for not being more productive for you. I want to hope things will get better for me and I'll find the inspiration... no, confidence... to create things again.
Best wishes,
~ Lily x
So... long story short, the last few years have steadily got harder and harder and I have been through some really dark times. I lost a lot of drive for anything I enjoyed and basically just "got lost" (best I can describe it as). I can't remember a time when I was happy which is hard to deal with. I've gone through a lot in the last few years and it has changed me into someone I don't connect with and I can't seem to fix that.
I don't spend much time on FA as I don't really produce anything as often as I used to. It saddens me a lot but a lot of things got in the way for various reasons.
I do really, really miss being part of a creative community. I miss engaging with people who have similar appreciation for art and music and I miss feeling I was part of something. I've resurfaced a few times over the past few years but every time I thought I could muster something to upload I'd just disappear again. I haven't forgotten the people who make this site what it is and I still care about everyone I know here. I do lurk and check on everyone... sadly many of the furs I've watched since I got here have left/disabled their galleries... a lot has definitely changed.
I still get watches... faves, comments... which always touches my heart. I really just wanted to reach out and let you all know I am still alive and I'm still going through a long hiatus I suppose. I see I have a lot of notes that I haven't even read for so long so I must apologise to everyone who has contacted me. It's just I haven't logged in to this account in so long as I've not had anything to post and I browse through my art account mostly.
As some of you may have heard I am due back at Abbey Road Studios with
foxamoore in Feb 2017 which is crazy, scary and exciting - so you will at least hear some stuff that we do together in the new year and hopefully you'll all love what we do. I can't wait to be back there and I am going to be meeting a few furs for the first time. I am really happy Fox wanted me back and I will do my best to keep my nerves at bay! (eek!).I want to say thank you to everyone who has still got me on their watch list. I do appreciate your support and I can only apologise for not being more productive for you. I want to hope things will get better for me and I'll find the inspiration... no, confidence... to create things again.
Best wishes,
~ Lily x
Regardless of what may happen, there will always be a lot of people who really do care about you and want you to be happy.
Please, try to stay strong for their sakes.
Oh! And keep making all that awesome music too. Your songs rock.
V.
TM
Seriously, you are special to too many people to not be extraordinarily special yourself. Remember that and may it bolster you when necessary.