As many projects as i have going here, i don't feel much enjoyment interacting with this community. I have met great people here and of course I do enjoy vore. But the amount of joy i feel while doing this is rapidly shrinking and interacting with people feels like its dwindling. Feels like i have to fight to hold on to what i have now though that may be my paranoia.

I keep saying this but the more i say it the more i want to do it, i want to start more non vore projects. I actually want to do it enough and enjoy it enough that i can move away from vore. Maybe not entirely but enough that i don't have to feel like this is my only source of social interaction. I want to feel like i have good ideas and not cause there is vore attached to it.

I don't feel much love from this community. Some times I don't feel it from the friends I even make here. I keep feeling sad and alone and i'm tired of feeling it.

Once i get things squared away with Tumble and Fall Issue 7 and the comic series its self squared away I will be putting a lot less focus here and more on to non vore stuff. And no i will not say what my work will be, i want that as separate as possible.

Leaving a bit did help a little but it just further reinforced this idea, especially when i came back.

And to those who are my friends when i mentioned this. You are all great people and i will not leave you when i go more non vorish route. I'm not going to say which people are making me feel this way. I just wanted to get this off my chest.

Goodnight from,
Generationslayer

P.S. I made this pretty quickly so i apologize for the grammar and sentence structure