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My Partner
9 years ago
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I met my partner named Rebecca that is not a furry, but when I asked her what's her favorite animal, she likes bats. Cause even though their dark and mythology characterized them as dark and evil, they are harmless like the fruit bat. Plus they are cute to her, I am like... "Maybe the baby ones" So constantly I drew her fursona as a bat, even though she is not into furry fandom, it represented her anyway.
I didn't show her the drawing or anything, cause I am scared, that she would rejected me. She is very nice to begin with, we met online 2 years ago, and all we ever talked about is our lives and interest, starting off with art. She always like to write poetry down and even I am totally uncomfortable about poetry "Mostly because they get romantic and crap" but her poetry is mostly about her life experience, in the way she put it like she painted it in words. I think it is artistic with symbolisms, that she won't tell me what it means. Symbols that makes my symbols look like basic shit. Fuck my symbolism of grapes that represent love and lust, she constantly emails me poetry because I love how people put symbolism and allegories in art.
I even introduced her to furry fandom, and she just likes furry fandom but doesn't want to become furry fandom because it is not her style, but is happy that I found something that I like.
We've met in real person last year, at my apartment, in December, when we finally want to see each other, and we've been going out to Starbucks, and talk about stuff. Even though she keeps kicking on my ankles, even in the tender spot where I had a metal plate in my leg.
Even though we both talked more about our interest, what we like to do, and random stuff, I don't think we have nothing much in common. Except for taste of art, anime, and some music. We've been hanging out together, for months. Surprisingly she has a dark taste of fetishism, like myself. But even that we don't have much in common, I get this messed up comfort feeling about her, like she is very positive and deep down person. Something that I like about her is that she has a deep mind set, that she writes it in poems, look out the window, and then asked me something like.
"How come the world is so grey?"
Even though it is cold and wet outside, and it is cloudy outside, at that time.
I never do attend to answer her questions, but I do love her mind, and how she thinks. I am doing as careful to express mines, because the difference between my partner and me, is that I like dark comedy and she likes Law and Order with Ice Tea in it.
Reason why I am talking about my partner in this journal is that, it's our anniversary, on us meeting each other in the first time, and already I feel like I just needed to give her something for Christmas, because she is totally chill and relaxed person I met, and for some reason I just feel like I am in love with her, but I am afraid of going into relationship. But we got to the point that we just understand each other.
So I decided to give her 2 gifts that are jewelry, I hope she likes it though. One is a glass heart with a key inside of it, and the other one is roped kind of jewelry that has a marijuana plant icon on it, because she is the one that fed me those brownies. Regardless, on how my teeth can handle them.
I am also going to take her out to ice skating, at the mall that I got her and
and everyone else, that I love to talk and hang out one day, some gifts. Hopefully my leg don't break again, cause it is getting to the point where the metal in my leg, feels like it is going to pop out. And I am going to take her home with me, relax with Christmas music, and do stuff. Probably playing chess and drink coffee, or lay down on the dusty floor and talked about stuff, like we usually do.
I can't smoke hookah with her as I usually do, because my cats broke the hookah bottle and I got pissed off about that. And we get so relaxed and breathing out smoke over the grape taste of hookah.
I never do take out anyone out, like this before. It feels scary and weird. but I am in the mood for it, and I just want to treat my lovely partner, something special for her.
So I need to send some gifts in mail, and just send my partner out to date, for the week.
I didn't show her the drawing or anything, cause I am scared, that she would rejected me. She is very nice to begin with, we met online 2 years ago, and all we ever talked about is our lives and interest, starting off with art. She always like to write poetry down and even I am totally uncomfortable about poetry "Mostly because they get romantic and crap" but her poetry is mostly about her life experience, in the way she put it like she painted it in words. I think it is artistic with symbolisms, that she won't tell me what it means. Symbols that makes my symbols look like basic shit. Fuck my symbolism of grapes that represent love and lust, she constantly emails me poetry because I love how people put symbolism and allegories in art.
I even introduced her to furry fandom, and she just likes furry fandom but doesn't want to become furry fandom because it is not her style, but is happy that I found something that I like.
We've met in real person last year, at my apartment, in December, when we finally want to see each other, and we've been going out to Starbucks, and talk about stuff. Even though she keeps kicking on my ankles, even in the tender spot where I had a metal plate in my leg.
Even though we both talked more about our interest, what we like to do, and random stuff, I don't think we have nothing much in common. Except for taste of art, anime, and some music. We've been hanging out together, for months. Surprisingly she has a dark taste of fetishism, like myself. But even that we don't have much in common, I get this messed up comfort feeling about her, like she is very positive and deep down person. Something that I like about her is that she has a deep mind set, that she writes it in poems, look out the window, and then asked me something like.
"How come the world is so grey?"
Even though it is cold and wet outside, and it is cloudy outside, at that time.
I never do attend to answer her questions, but I do love her mind, and how she thinks. I am doing as careful to express mines, because the difference between my partner and me, is that I like dark comedy and she likes Law and Order with Ice Tea in it.
Reason why I am talking about my partner in this journal is that, it's our anniversary, on us meeting each other in the first time, and already I feel like I just needed to give her something for Christmas, because she is totally chill and relaxed person I met, and for some reason I just feel like I am in love with her, but I am afraid of going into relationship. But we got to the point that we just understand each other.
So I decided to give her 2 gifts that are jewelry, I hope she likes it though. One is a glass heart with a key inside of it, and the other one is roped kind of jewelry that has a marijuana plant icon on it, because she is the one that fed me those brownies. Regardless, on how my teeth can handle them.
I am also going to take her out to ice skating, at the mall that I got her and
and everyone else, that I love to talk and hang out one day, some gifts. Hopefully my leg don't break again, cause it is getting to the point where the metal in my leg, feels like it is going to pop out. And I am going to take her home with me, relax with Christmas music, and do stuff. Probably playing chess and drink coffee, or lay down on the dusty floor and talked about stuff, like we usually do.I can't smoke hookah with her as I usually do, because my cats broke the hookah bottle and I got pissed off about that. And we get so relaxed and breathing out smoke over the grape taste of hookah.
I never do take out anyone out, like this before. It feels scary and weird. but I am in the mood for it, and I just want to treat my lovely partner, something special for her.
So I need to send some gifts in mail, and just send my partner out to date, for the week.
