Hey guys.... I'm sorry about that... I just had through each worst moment to worst moment this year... But tonight.... is the absolute worst day I have ever had that I'm really feeling depressed...

To start things off... I used to get some art trades a while back, but nowadays... I only get little to absolutely no more art trades anymore nowadays... So I wasn't sure how... even at times, I thought I could make a gift for my friends that I cared for... but even that... it still didn't matter... So I think my art is the absolute worst ever... even there are other artists that can do better than me... even in hard times...

Now if that's not bad enough.... My adopted brother... had a terrible problem of his own that... I don't wish to say what it was(feel free to note me, if you truly wish to know)... that even my adopted brother.... is heartbroken... even to the point that he's no longer going to be with us and he's on hiatus until April.... and I was even looking forward to even wishing to play with my adopted bro when I get GTA 5 for Christmas...

So until then.... I am permanently closing art trades.... for good... and not only that, remember the idea that I would plan a series? Well... I'm canceling that too... I'm just completely depressed to the point that I don't know what to do anymore... even my determination.... is finally shot and broken to pieces... As a fighter once said, "There's a scenario that all poker players fall into at least once. They call it 'Tilt.' 'Tilt', simply put... is when a player will lose... their objectivity to emotion, then lose the game. A man's most crushing loss... is always to himself."

Until then... Hope you all have a good day... and hope you all have a Merry Christmas and have a Happy New Year... (hides in my shell as I sniff in tears, feeling completely depressed and defeated) T_T