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Rest in Peace: Part Two..
9 years ago
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If you've read my last journal then you'll know I've just lost my best friend and brother 
leviathan248 last night.
If you've read that one you'll know I am in a very bad place at the moment. So today made it that much harder and this will be much shorter:
I'm flying back to the USA. My dad has been in hospital the last few days and I'm used to him bouncing back as he's been riddled with health issues. He's not bouncing this time and while I was at Ellis's moms house this afternoon processing the loss of Levi I had my mom ring me saying that the doctor wasn't making any sense and to call the hospital.
Very calmly he said there is no improvement, the pancreas is not functioning as it should and he potentially will be on dialysis shortly (this was a good few hours ago) and his fever hadn't broken. I asked if in his professional opinion giving that I live across the world should I get home asap and he said yes come back - so here I am.
I'm not sure how i'll get through the next few weeks. The person I'd have leaned on back home is gone, and the other person I'd have confided in is going. I just hope I make it home in time. I'll be leaving for the airport before dawn and then it's a crazy trek across the States and figure out how on earth to get home.
I'm tired, of emotions, of crying and I'm fretting about work. I have pieces that are not finished and I am so sorry. I'm half way through a few of them. Please please pelase bare with me while I sort this out. If he does go, which everyone is saying it's going that direction, I'll have to sort out his estate, move my mom and get things sorted in that area.
I'll try to work while I'm out there, I'm taking a laptop and a tablet and trying to sort the files of mine that I had been working on.
I don't know when I'll be coming back to the UK at the moment, it truly depends on my family and how quickly I can sort out things and make sure my mother is taken care of.
I just don't think I can process the loss of my best friend and my father in less than 24 hours.
leviathan248 last night.If you've read that one you'll know I am in a very bad place at the moment. So today made it that much harder and this will be much shorter:
I'm flying back to the USA. My dad has been in hospital the last few days and I'm used to him bouncing back as he's been riddled with health issues. He's not bouncing this time and while I was at Ellis's moms house this afternoon processing the loss of Levi I had my mom ring me saying that the doctor wasn't making any sense and to call the hospital.
Very calmly he said there is no improvement, the pancreas is not functioning as it should and he potentially will be on dialysis shortly (this was a good few hours ago) and his fever hadn't broken. I asked if in his professional opinion giving that I live across the world should I get home asap and he said yes come back - so here I am.
I'm not sure how i'll get through the next few weeks. The person I'd have leaned on back home is gone, and the other person I'd have confided in is going. I just hope I make it home in time. I'll be leaving for the airport before dawn and then it's a crazy trek across the States and figure out how on earth to get home.
I'm tired, of emotions, of crying and I'm fretting about work. I have pieces that are not finished and I am so sorry. I'm half way through a few of them. Please please pelase bare with me while I sort this out. If he does go, which everyone is saying it's going that direction, I'll have to sort out his estate, move my mom and get things sorted in that area.
I'll try to work while I'm out there, I'm taking a laptop and a tablet and trying to sort the files of mine that I had been working on.
I don't know when I'll be coming back to the UK at the moment, it truly depends on my family and how quickly I can sort out things and make sure my mother is taken care of.
I just don't think I can process the loss of my best friend and my father in less than 24 hours.
Stay safe and if there is anything you need, please let me know. I will try to do anything i can for you lady. ;n;
just tackle it one thing at a time and one day at a time.
Sorry for your loss.
I pray for peace and strength for you in these trials.
im sorry for your loss. i didnt know your father but you know me and levi were good friends as well...
shit.. hope you take care of yourself Lappy. D:
Be safe.
Wish that I got to know him.
*hugs bunches*
You and yours will be in me and my family's prayers.
I think those are the last things you should worry about right now. Take the time you need, the rest can wait.
If people will 'accept' it or not isn't even important.
Just keep people posted on what is your situation, and that should be enough.
*hugs* Godspeed, I hope for all the best for you and your family.
Take what time you need, FA can wait.
Like many of these comments we hope you and your family will be well.
He was always such a cheerful bugger on the streams. I am sorry I never got the opertunity to meet him in person. He will truly be missed by all of us.
I wish you and your family all the best in these tough times. I do hope he pulls through and all we be well. If you ever need anybody to talk to we are all here for you.
Hope n prays to you n your family.
If you feel up to it, if you file a trouble ticket (under your My FA tab, and click on 'Report a Problem'), under the category 'Account Problem', you can provide some documentation about their passing.
As long as you can give some documentation about it, staff can set the account to deceased. Users will still be able to leave their last respects with shouts, but no one will be able to log into the account, or attempt to tamper with it.