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9 years ago
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Hey myan... 1: About my life and this fandom.
I wanted to write this just to make sure others knew where i'm at in life right now, things have been kinda rocky for me and I want to fill you all in on somethings...
For one, I know many of you have not seen me at furry meets, the reason why is because I have felt myself becoming more distant from the fandom, when I became homeless last year I felt alone, barely anyone reached out to me and while I didn't necessarily expect it, I did feel that the friends i had made in the fandom weren't really friends when this was going on in my life, nobody really asked how i was doing or wrote to me.
My involvement with the furries has been getting smaller and smaller over the last two years, and a big part of this is because of how bad my living situations got, the separation between my wife jane and I, and because I have been spending more time volunteering at the LGBT center in the South Bay.
2: About Jane.
I heard and saw a lot of talk regarding my wife Jane back when she was arrested, but even though I had said it numerous times for people to come talk to me to get the real story, people decided to believe the media and follow it and it hurt, to this day she is still in jail and i don't know when she will get out. Jane and I are now separated, we are still considered legally married but since the events of last year, things have gotten really bad and it just wasn't going to work.
I have a boyfriend right now, he is not into the furry fandom at all, like me somewhat, so this is also why most you don't see me at furmeets anymore. I value my time with him and feel he and the lgbt center have treated me better than the furry fandom has.
3: About my music.
So here is the truth about what went down with me and the label AXRC, back in April this year on the 29th, my record deal was terminated because I had violated a few things on my contract, my friend and producer Bandit had stopped working with me at the time, we had our differences. This got crazy as i was almost going to be taken to court over the violations by the CEO, but it didn't go through.
I had stopped being active online because my life was just in a bad situation, things with jane and my experience through music had been ruined, i didn't feel like an artist anymore, i felt like the fandom didn't want to support me and didn't want to give me a chance. the label shut down in august and I made a video talking about that a bit, so you can see it on my page. i got the rights back to my work but i am no longer interested in having a career in music with another company or label.
The label did a lot for me but i don't think they marketed me properly, the audience was a bad choice, i don't think furries really appreciate my kind of music, they just care about party stuff, i don't like that.
However, since Bandit and I are okay now and have been experimenting on new stuff, i will continue my music career on my own terms with some help from him.
Long story short..
I've been homeless, I am taking a break from the fandom for now, Jane and I are separated, new bf, record label drama, will be doing new music in the future on my own terms when able.
I want to thank a few people who have been there for me during this time.
My new boyfriend, i love you.
My friends at the lgbt center, you're like family to me.
Bandit for supporting me, keeping our bond strong and for being my bro
Daniel for keeping in touch, stay funny and lets hang out again
Prove me wrong, hit me up, show me the good ol days of the fandom. Peace <3
I wanted to write this just to make sure others knew where i'm at in life right now, things have been kinda rocky for me and I want to fill you all in on somethings...
For one, I know many of you have not seen me at furry meets, the reason why is because I have felt myself becoming more distant from the fandom, when I became homeless last year I felt alone, barely anyone reached out to me and while I didn't necessarily expect it, I did feel that the friends i had made in the fandom weren't really friends when this was going on in my life, nobody really asked how i was doing or wrote to me.
My involvement with the furries has been getting smaller and smaller over the last two years, and a big part of this is because of how bad my living situations got, the separation between my wife jane and I, and because I have been spending more time volunteering at the LGBT center in the South Bay.
2: About Jane.
I heard and saw a lot of talk regarding my wife Jane back when she was arrested, but even though I had said it numerous times for people to come talk to me to get the real story, people decided to believe the media and follow it and it hurt, to this day she is still in jail and i don't know when she will get out. Jane and I are now separated, we are still considered legally married but since the events of last year, things have gotten really bad and it just wasn't going to work.
I have a boyfriend right now, he is not into the furry fandom at all, like me somewhat, so this is also why most you don't see me at furmeets anymore. I value my time with him and feel he and the lgbt center have treated me better than the furry fandom has.
3: About my music.
So here is the truth about what went down with me and the label AXRC, back in April this year on the 29th, my record deal was terminated because I had violated a few things on my contract, my friend and producer Bandit had stopped working with me at the time, we had our differences. This got crazy as i was almost going to be taken to court over the violations by the CEO, but it didn't go through.
I had stopped being active online because my life was just in a bad situation, things with jane and my experience through music had been ruined, i didn't feel like an artist anymore, i felt like the fandom didn't want to support me and didn't want to give me a chance. the label shut down in august and I made a video talking about that a bit, so you can see it on my page. i got the rights back to my work but i am no longer interested in having a career in music with another company or label.
The label did a lot for me but i don't think they marketed me properly, the audience was a bad choice, i don't think furries really appreciate my kind of music, they just care about party stuff, i don't like that.
However, since Bandit and I are okay now and have been experimenting on new stuff, i will continue my music career on my own terms with some help from him.
Long story short..
I've been homeless, I am taking a break from the fandom for now, Jane and I are separated, new bf, record label drama, will be doing new music in the future on my own terms when able.
I want to thank a few people who have been there for me during this time.
My new boyfriend, i love you.
My friends at the lgbt center, you're like family to me.
Bandit for supporting me, keeping our bond strong and for being my bro
Daniel for keeping in touch, stay funny and lets hang out again
Prove me wrong, hit me up, show me the good ol days of the fandom. Peace <3
