Alive and well and back and Christmas!
9 years ago
Well, first of all merry Christmas to everyone!
Hope you had a happy day with your loved ones :)
As the title says I'm back, as in back and active not just faving things and commenting every now and then.
However I feel like I should explain a few things since I acted really shitty with the people who trusted me with their story requests and feel deeply sorry for that. I actually began writing them all and finished one but then things happened and lost all my will to do things and each time I thought about them I felt more guilty and pushed this journal further off in a very sad circle.
I had just begun my second year of Physics at uni and didn't go to most of the first year's exams so you can imagine how failed I felt then the new subjects began and eventually (finally) in December I realized that physics just wasn't for me. I still love science and am very interested in Physics but studying it didn't give me any satisfaction: I couldn't use my knowledge for real things, couldn't just go and test myself to see what I could do. When I enrolled I thought that my interest would be enough to fuel me but when I faced the reality of 5 years of Physics studies and then a whole working life revoling around them I decided to quit.
I had been thinking about it for a while already and decided to start Computer Science.
However as I said earlier I had already lost all will to do anything, what I did was trudge through 9 months of boredome, apathy and procrastination until eventually in April I took my courage and told my parents about my decision. Despite my worries my father actually took the thing well and was happy for me but my mother made me feel even more worthless (Parents, Inc. Spreading guilt since 1966) but eventually I went to the university offices to officialize everything and move to the new course only to then discover that I had waited too long and couldn't join the second year directly thus "losing" two years... Take that worthless feeling I spoke about and multiply it by a hundred.
Then came Summer and despite everything that happened I had one of the best Summers ever. My friends stayed with me all the time for the first months and without them I would have probably slept till September (when university starts in Italy). Then came July and thanks to a lucky convergence of events I had a lot of money which I used to go on a two weeks vacation to meet some of my closest friends. First was Berlin, stayed there the first week and a half and god how much I loved it, the city is awesome and people are super and my friends
AliusCorsac and
alurat were amazing <3
After Berlin I went to Denmark and stayed with
Vrani for the last days and damn he is one of the sweetest people I ever met, his family was super as well and those few days were just perfect.
After these two weeks I returned to Italy and stayed at my father's place in Turin all of August going out with my stepbrother (we aren't actually related but we grew up together and now we are brothers in all but name) and relaxing knowing that in September I would finally join a course I knew I would love.
More bureocracy for university ensued and a small test on the 14th and was finally, officially poised to begin Computer Science!
A second bout of luck gave its sweet gave its fruits in those days and I received a cheque from Easyjet for compensation over a 3+ hours delay on the flight that took me to Berlin in July. EU laws state that any delay above 3 hours has to be compensated with a fixed amount, said amount was 290€! So I deposited it and enters my new phone! A beautiful and fast Nextbit Robin (I didn't really want to change the one I had but the day before depositing the cheque it fell and broke in a thousand pieces XD)
Then came the 29th of September 2016. The day I began Computer Science and I the day I fell in love with that world <3
I'm just so happy to be doing something that satisfies me and makes me happy day after day, more and more as I learn new things and new methods to implement, a part I've really fallen in love with is lists and I'm trying to create my own implementation for them for when I want to have fun with data analysis (yes I have fun analysing data and studying functions :3) which was the only part of Physics that I really enjoyed. At the time I wrote a program to automate all the statistical analysis for our laboratory classes.
Now it's Christmas and have just gotten back from a big family lunch and felt happy and decided to write all of this down to put the past where it belongs and finally move on :)
What this means is that I will post the one story I finished back in October 2015 and all the art that I got since then. And if I manage to get better at writing again (you'll have noticed by now that my writing has worsened compared to my stories) maybe I will write down a few stories for some beautiful (and sexy ;) ) pics that I've wanted to put down on paper for a long time.
So that is all!
Tomorrow I will go through the list of the newwatches and favorites (well, "new", some are months old T.T) and thank them all cause after this year long hiatus they really deserve it and I really mean it even if it is just a few words.
Then it'll be the time for the beautiful, beautiful art I've gotten this year and a much needed update of my main page.
The story will come after that and hope you all will enjoy it :)
Thank you all for watching, faving and enjoying my work, hope I will be able to bring you more entertainment made in Genova :)
A special thanks goes to all my friends
bit555
Vrani
AliusCorsac
alurat FrozenScales They are the sweetest people ever and they post really beautifu art and stories :)
Bye bye and see you all tomorrow!
Hope you had a happy day with your loved ones :)
As the title says I'm back, as in back and active not just faving things and commenting every now and then.
However I feel like I should explain a few things since I acted really shitty with the people who trusted me with their story requests and feel deeply sorry for that. I actually began writing them all and finished one but then things happened and lost all my will to do things and each time I thought about them I felt more guilty and pushed this journal further off in a very sad circle.
I had just begun my second year of Physics at uni and didn't go to most of the first year's exams so you can imagine how failed I felt then the new subjects began and eventually (finally) in December I realized that physics just wasn't for me. I still love science and am very interested in Physics but studying it didn't give me any satisfaction: I couldn't use my knowledge for real things, couldn't just go and test myself to see what I could do. When I enrolled I thought that my interest would be enough to fuel me but when I faced the reality of 5 years of Physics studies and then a whole working life revoling around them I decided to quit.
I had been thinking about it for a while already and decided to start Computer Science.
However as I said earlier I had already lost all will to do anything, what I did was trudge through 9 months of boredome, apathy and procrastination until eventually in April I took my courage and told my parents about my decision. Despite my worries my father actually took the thing well and was happy for me but my mother made me feel even more worthless (Parents, Inc. Spreading guilt since 1966) but eventually I went to the university offices to officialize everything and move to the new course only to then discover that I had waited too long and couldn't join the second year directly thus "losing" two years... Take that worthless feeling I spoke about and multiply it by a hundred.
Then came Summer and despite everything that happened I had one of the best Summers ever. My friends stayed with me all the time for the first months and without them I would have probably slept till September (when university starts in Italy). Then came July and thanks to a lucky convergence of events I had a lot of money which I used to go on a two weeks vacation to meet some of my closest friends. First was Berlin, stayed there the first week and a half and god how much I loved it, the city is awesome and people are super and my friends
AliusCorsac and
alurat were amazing <3After Berlin I went to Denmark and stayed with
Vrani for the last days and damn he is one of the sweetest people I ever met, his family was super as well and those few days were just perfect.After these two weeks I returned to Italy and stayed at my father's place in Turin all of August going out with my stepbrother (we aren't actually related but we grew up together and now we are brothers in all but name) and relaxing knowing that in September I would finally join a course I knew I would love.
More bureocracy for university ensued and a small test on the 14th and was finally, officially poised to begin Computer Science!
A second bout of luck gave its sweet gave its fruits in those days and I received a cheque from Easyjet for compensation over a 3+ hours delay on the flight that took me to Berlin in July. EU laws state that any delay above 3 hours has to be compensated with a fixed amount, said amount was 290€! So I deposited it and enters my new phone! A beautiful and fast Nextbit Robin (I didn't really want to change the one I had but the day before depositing the cheque it fell and broke in a thousand pieces XD)
Then came the 29th of September 2016. The day I began Computer Science and I the day I fell in love with that world <3
I'm just so happy to be doing something that satisfies me and makes me happy day after day, more and more as I learn new things and new methods to implement, a part I've really fallen in love with is lists and I'm trying to create my own implementation for them for when I want to have fun with data analysis (yes I have fun analysing data and studying functions :3) which was the only part of Physics that I really enjoyed. At the time I wrote a program to automate all the statistical analysis for our laboratory classes.
Now it's Christmas and have just gotten back from a big family lunch and felt happy and decided to write all of this down to put the past where it belongs and finally move on :)
What this means is that I will post the one story I finished back in October 2015 and all the art that I got since then. And if I manage to get better at writing again (you'll have noticed by now that my writing has worsened compared to my stories) maybe I will write down a few stories for some beautiful (and sexy ;) ) pics that I've wanted to put down on paper for a long time.
So that is all!
Tomorrow I will go through the list of the newwatches and favorites (well, "new", some are months old T.T) and thank them all cause after this year long hiatus they really deserve it and I really mean it even if it is just a few words.
Then it'll be the time for the beautiful, beautiful art I've gotten this year and a much needed update of my main page.
The story will come after that and hope you all will enjoy it :)
Thank you all for watching, faving and enjoying my work, hope I will be able to bring you more entertainment made in Genova :)
A special thanks goes to all my friends
bit555
Vrani
AliusCorsac
alurat FrozenScales They are the sweetest people ever and they post really beautifu art and stories :)Bye bye and see you all tomorrow!
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(And you should definitely write some more stories! Your writing skills are still more than good :3 )
Keep being amazing, foxy! :DDDD