I don't wanna get too personal in here, since its the internets and all, but I've come to the conclusion that I'm gonna need some time to sort things out for myself in life and all that good stuff.

I'm scared right now about losing my job, and not being able to get more work. I couldnt come in today because I'm going through withdrawal from not being on a medicine- because I was foolish and lost track of the bottle. Spent a good six hours in the ER last night. Fun times. Got the meds now. Hope I have a job tomorrow morning.

But yeah...I gotta think about where I'm going and do the so-called "soul searching" bit. So I may not be around here so much...we'll see. Things just gotta get straightened out.