Hey guys! I know I'm late to wishing you all a MEWY Christmas, but I minda forgot to prepare a journal. Time gets by me sometimes. I hope you all had a great time, and got wonderful gifts too. As for me, I got nice stuff as well. I've been a good doggie! ^^ Woof!

Now, I've been quite...monotonous lately, and lazy too. I've had emotions of many kinds, and reliving my past...I just can't get over it. The only way I know of that will at least help, would be support, ref sheets, and art and stuff like that. I still need access to my debit card, cuz my mom won't let me have it at all. I've been working part time to earn money for just...stuff. I dunno. I haven't really been working on my am statues lately...I've been procrastinating those for a long time.

Now, earlier today, I decided to browse dA a little and just see what's been going on. Turns out, some people have either been banned, or deactivated their accounts. Only a couple though. I'm thinking about sending another ban appeal...I think what I've been through is more than punishment enough...I dunno...I just wanna say hi to my friends and make connections with artists again. That's pretty much all I wanna do, as well as submit my work on there. Is that too much to ask? If I can't get back on, then I wanna contact the friends I knew on there...

I think my problem is that I haven't truly accepted others' lives changing, and I want things to remain the same. I wanna go back to the way things were sometimes. I would be on Serebii and dA and would RP on both...but it appears it'll never be that way again. FA...I dunno. The interface here hasn't changed, but it's still a pain to work with.

Now...I wish I had money, but I don't. I hate having to ask for free art, but I am asking for some art once again. Anyone think they can help me in any sort of way?