I am not going to say much because I don't even like to label myself or put in the box, I had many of interest and all that, I just find it funny and awesome that two people think that I am Steampunk because I wear goggles and gas mask.

First thing, it is cold outside, in Texas that time, I don't know what to wear for warm over my face, because I attend to sneeze out massive snots mixed with blood a lot and it pours all over my clothes, so I got to wear something over my face, this is why I got an idea of wearing a spiked gas mask with goggles on my face.

So there was this guy that I met, at the bus stop. He took a look at me, thinking that I might go to the event, he started to ask, if I like Anime, and totally I told him yes, and somehow he said to this woman right next to him. "Steampunk"

In my head, I don't know why steampunk, because even cybergoths wears gas mask and goggles too. I think both Steampunk and Cyberpunk are awesome, heck neo-gothic are very cool as well as some goths that I met in real life. And we've been talking about our interest in literature of science fiction and he told me that steampunk is mostly into science fiction fantasy, I can understand why he said that, but when I looked at steampunk, I see someone who is interested in industrial age in science fiction fantasy, because even I am into science fiction fantasy, I am not into gears and stuff, I am into stuff like dragons becoming robots and decided to help humans fighting off evil corporate and nazi's riding on dinosaurs. Even Heavy Metal magazines are my only source that I love to read, that is close to the mixture of science fiction fantasy. Even putting in adult themes in it makes me read more, because I love breast and sex themes. Fuck if there is a naked woman, fucking a male cyborg with tentacles, in a psychedelic mushroom village for posters or magazine comics, give it to me.

And we talked and talked about our interest, I still wonder why I've been called "Steampunk" but I like it, it is cool.

And then, that Christmas, my lovely partner gave me something. A necklace with a heart and gears on it, I actually love it so much I wear it for her. and she said because I am interested in steampunk. And nothing much happened, I didn't question it or anything. I just gave her a kiss on her lips, drink homemade soda from Soda Stream, listen to the last hours of Christmas music on KLUV Radio station as we cuddled and snuggled on bed, kisses, make love, and sleep for hours till she gets up for work.

Nothing much happened, no questions, or anything. just do all that and just say.

"Well I guess to them, I'm steampunk and it's cool."

I'm just questioning myself too much, and I needed to stop that.