People are actually the mirror of my success... What is reflected back at me is shit, so therefore I am shit

Which means my life is pointless, it made no impact whatsoever..

I should have not been born, neither should I have existed .... I should have been on some planet elsewhere where I am not seen as an alien.

I am pointless, I am nothing , a freak that was dumped on this planet to observe, and all I observed was pain, suffering and torture.

Even my art gets deleted, which is why I am not on facebook, warn people about facebook... nothing happens.. thus my existence is pointless

Told people hey , please stop the shit... here are the answers to life the universe and everything, get ignored... my existence is pointless

Knowing i would be dying from radiation sickness...

guesed brexit .. it happned... guessed trump... it happned... guessed ww3 ... see the pattern here ? its pointless staying alive

Happiness for me feels like an unreachable fantasy that gets pulled away from me.... every time i try to grab it

This is happening, just like my re-occurring nightmares, people that I met and loved would betray me as a freind for a political dipshit(Trump)