Holidays are out of the way, new year begins.
9 years ago
Hey everyone just another little journal to let you know ive survived another holiday season. On top of the usual handful that Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years can bring I also had to be a good host, a house sitter, a dog patron and a handful of other things that kept me distracted.
Once the end of the month comes closer into view expect commissions to start popping up again. Social wise I'm going to be responding a bit better now that my plate has thinned out some but I still ask for patience if I seem distracted or busy. I've been filling up my unwinding time in a mixture of Final Fantasy 14 again (on balmung for those curious) and The Division (On the pc, desperate for folks to play this with.). I've pretty much abandoned destiny on the console as while it is easier to play with folks I just cant get into it. Maybe I'm doing something wrong. As of right now I probably wont be riding that bicycle until Destiny 2 comes out.
To just point out, yes I do have a F-List. Its right here https://www.f-list.net/c/frenor/ along with some side links to James and my jerk horse who shant be named. Though I will admit I don't blind date rp much these days as I enjoy things to have a lil bit more meat on em. Fun flings can happen when the mood strikes but I wouldn't mind having things I can hang ideas off of from time to time.
It sorta goes with this new place I'm finding myself stuck at. While I thoroughly enjoy the whole "Friends with benefits" life style I've had here and with folks I've found ive started to enjoy the friends part of that more. Its got nothing to do with desire or urges. Just to be honest while I'm glad if I'm able to create and produce things that help get you off, that's why I share it to spark your own interests, it'd be nice if I didn't get left feeling like I was just some dildo. Again, flings can be fun. But I really am starting to get tired of feeling like I'm just on the friends list in order to help you get off. This isn't aimed at anyone in particular, its happened for years. Its just recently ive been loosing the patience for it.
Sorry to get all serious there at the end, still wish you all the best and good fun.
Once the end of the month comes closer into view expect commissions to start popping up again. Social wise I'm going to be responding a bit better now that my plate has thinned out some but I still ask for patience if I seem distracted or busy. I've been filling up my unwinding time in a mixture of Final Fantasy 14 again (on balmung for those curious) and The Division (On the pc, desperate for folks to play this with.). I've pretty much abandoned destiny on the console as while it is easier to play with folks I just cant get into it. Maybe I'm doing something wrong. As of right now I probably wont be riding that bicycle until Destiny 2 comes out.
To just point out, yes I do have a F-List. Its right here https://www.f-list.net/c/frenor/ along with some side links to James and my jerk horse who shant be named. Though I will admit I don't blind date rp much these days as I enjoy things to have a lil bit more meat on em. Fun flings can happen when the mood strikes but I wouldn't mind having things I can hang ideas off of from time to time.
It sorta goes with this new place I'm finding myself stuck at. While I thoroughly enjoy the whole "Friends with benefits" life style I've had here and with folks I've found ive started to enjoy the friends part of that more. Its got nothing to do with desire or urges. Just to be honest while I'm glad if I'm able to create and produce things that help get you off, that's why I share it to spark your own interests, it'd be nice if I didn't get left feeling like I was just some dildo. Again, flings can be fun. But I really am starting to get tired of feeling like I'm just on the friends list in order to help you get off. This isn't aimed at anyone in particular, its happened for years. Its just recently ive been loosing the patience for it.
Sorry to get all serious there at the end, still wish you all the best and good fun.

Arkant
~arkant
Man, I feel you on Destiny. I preordered Rise of Iron and still haven't played it. I might just wait til Destiny 2 gets closer... in the meantime, it's been mostly WoW. And now with the announcement of Red Mage as a class in FFXIV in the next expansion, I'm starting to feel that itch... >_<

Frenor
~frenor
OP
I did the first mission, ran around for a lil after that and the handful of folks who told me to come check it out hadn't messaged me so I didn't get a chance to build traction.

Checkered-Dreamer
~checkered-dreamer
Nothing wrong with your serious moments. Sometimes they're necessary. I have been in similar situations, but looking for a bit of change