January Melancholy (and Announcements)
9 years ago
General
Good day everyone, alchemist werewolf here~
Im not having a good mood lately so just gonna directly ask.
Somehow, suddenly Im feeling unsatisfied with my arts. Many of them were either scrapped, dumped, or deleted, even if I had been finished it. Somehow, it is just I felt that my drawings kinda leftout compared to other artists and Im feeling down because of it.
But then Im thinking again, I feel like this maybe because of something, but I dont know why.
So anyone of you have been feeling like this? If you do or not, can you give me an advice to cover this up? Also, I am not seeking for attention or whatever they thought Im just wanting some venting, but Im just kinda feeling not good lately. You are welcome to ignore this if you feel Im just an attention freak, I need advice, not some kind of "This guy is just wanting an attention" thingy lol.
In other news, my friend,
is opening Raffle in his journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8020106/ please support him if you're interested with it :3
Sorry if this journal kinda dark, but I hope I will get better soon. Have a nice January everyone~
Somehow, suddenly Im feeling unsatisfied with my arts. Many of them were either scrapped, dumped, or deleted, even if I had been finished it. Somehow, it is just I felt that my drawings kinda leftout compared to other artists and Im feeling down because of it.
But then Im thinking again, I feel like this maybe because of something, but I dont know why.
So anyone of you have been feeling like this? If you do or not, can you give me an advice to cover this up? Also, I am not seeking for attention or whatever they thought Im just wanting some venting, but Im just kinda feeling not good lately. You are welcome to ignore this if you feel Im just an attention freak, I need advice, not some kind of "This guy is just wanting an attention" thingy lol.
In other news, my friend,
is opening Raffle in his journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8020106/ please support him if you're interested with it :3Sorry if this journal kinda dark, but I hope I will get better soon. Have a nice January everyone~
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And I think you are an awesome talent in BDSM themes.
klo menurut gw itu normal emang bro.... nanti kedepannya pasti kita ngalamin lagi....
tpi nanti pasti perasaan itu ilang juga bro.... klo menurut gw pribadi, gambar2 lu dah bagus bngt bro hiu.... udah jauh lewatin standar.... jadi tenang aja
gw juga karna blakangan ini mulai liat2 gambar2 keren di twitter, gw malah sempet mau delete FA gw bro... tpi abis dipikir2, sayang juga
jadinya gw akhirnya bikin baru and mau coba make a fresh new start di twitter.... (follow gw ya btw wkwkwkk, bukan bermaksud promosi ya nyehehe)
anyway, klo menurut gw, take a break bro.... bukan take a break drawing nya... take a break mkir kepanjangan..... itu kita lagi overthinking....
keep calm.... and keep drawing.... karna di tiap gambar baru, pasti ada perasaan baru.... entah rasa berubah jadi makin pro warnainnya, ato anatominya lebih yummy, etc....
tenang bro hiu, ur not alone hehe klo u bertanya soal style gambar u merasa leftout... itu overthinking.... karna aku selalu nungguin gambar2 baru u :D
ganbattee green shark
Lhooo tapi aku kebalikannya, aku bikin Twitter, banyak gambar bagus, ditinggal, balik FA WKWKWKWKWK. Yah soalnya disana kan sukanya yang seksi2, da style gambarku mah ga cocok disana...
Makasih deh kalo gitu, aku sedikit yakin kalo aku nggak gitu jelek. Aku mah cuman takut aja kalo lama2 ini tema garing, bosen iket2an aja, tapi da aku bisa apa, waktu coba gambar pose2 seksi ternyata ngga sebagus waktu iket wkwkwkwk.
Tq bro :D
I'll try to up you the best I can ^^
You don't have to worry. Even myself, I already have theses "dark mood times" too where we find that our art is totally "shit" compared to others. Other artists friends of mine also had theses moments.
To be totally franc, I spoke about this feeling that lot of artist suddenly feel today with an other artist named Kikuro. Sometimes we look at what we did and we feel it's simply not good or shit. Please don't worry dear Foster Tony, since you have no reasons to think that :
Lot of artists have far more considerations for other artists work than their own. Other people drawings are maybe more complex and elaborate but you don't have to judge yourself because of them. You have your own style and must be proud of that, it's yours, you created it and day after day you improve in your way to draw. You don't have to make a comparison between you and others since you don't have the same style. Maybe you drew too much theses times and your eyes are too much accustomed to what you draw. The result is when you see other artist pictures it's like fresh air and you find it more interesting than your own work. But be sure it's just a wrong feeling. Take for example the drawings you did for my friend Hekar. Theses pictures a simply amazing ! The pose of the characters, the shape, the light, all the little details you put on the picture. Your work is definitely great. Maybe you have to look at your work with a new look. Or just take a pause of some days to evacuate the stress =)
Look simply at all the support from your followers and kinds warm words you have in your gallery. People really love what you do...and I'm one of your fan to be franc ^^" It already shows that you're not making terrible drawings =)
But yeah, I think Im thinking too far, it's just that sometimes it is kinda blocking my vision. Sometimes I just see people drawing and ppl was really impressed with them, Im kinda jelly because I can't make them like that as well with my art, but what could I do? That feeling of helpless kinda blind me out and denying my own art lol. But yeah, I can't stop now, I have to keep walking but with better look rather than turning side to side lol.
And thank you for always supporting me, hope my art won't disappoint ya or anybody :3
So I wanted to help you the best I could ^^" (sometimes words can help)
I really hope you'll feel better soon. After all you deserve that support, you're a great artist and a nice guy. It's not always easy to be an artist.
But I'm sure you'll feel better soon. Your work is great. You just need maybe a little break of few days =)
*hugs you warmly* take care of you ! I wish you the best ! =)
Im really appreciate your support
And thanks, I hope it is going to be better and better~ :D
And thanks, And welp actually I didn't talk about the quality, morelike when compared to other's themes, mine is kinda... well always that and that (bondage) I was just kinda worried whether everybody would gonna be bored sometimes, but what would I do xD
But thanks, and don't worry about of how your art would be, as long as you didnt stop. At least, that is what I always think when Im having a dilemma like this, never stop drawing :D
I highly doubt people will ever get tired of your art. But you can always mix it up and try new things. :)
Right right ^_^
Also, I draw some different general themes like adventures with humans at my facebook actually xD
As for means to improve (and this is notneeded imo) perhaps try to change yoour color or shading style and see if that makes it more how you want it to be.
Hmm yeah that is applicable. Let's see what I could do later with it, thanks with the advice :3
One thing you need to remember is that you art doesn't have to be compared to be beautiful.
Every artist is unique and your art is beautiful exactly because of that :)
Find your own way of doing arts that makes you happy and if you like another style don't just compare it to yours, learn it and maybe include it in your work :)
Would be happy to talk about it more in notes if you wish :)
ps: you art rocks since you first started publishing it and I know you will can only make it better :)
And thanks, Im glad my art is kinda good, Im just somehow feel something is wrong, but Im soooo lazy to find how to fix it because too much work (wow) but yeah I shouldn't compare with those.
Well if we can, can we talk somewhere that has better place to chat? FA Note is not a good place to chat I think xD
PS: and awww thanks for always watching me since those old times
Your art is more than 'kinda good'! And I know you'll find a way to improve it even more!
I understand the 'laziness' completely though, had the same problem with writing xD
Unless it's writing code, in that case I can work through the night without noticing.
Hehe, of course ^^
Will send you a note :)
ps: thanks to you for publishing your great art! :)
Welp I just kinda think whether my artwork was too monotone or something that made ppl bored
But Im glad it is good~
But thanks for your comment~
The way I've seen it put is that, as an artist, when you start drawing something, you more than likely have some sort of image in mind for how the end result is going to look. If - when - the end result doesn't quite live up to the image in your mind, then it's kind of a bummer - "This isn't what I wanted this to look like."
To yourself, as an artist, it's disappointing, because you weren't able to fully depict the scene you had in mind. To other people, though, it's still impressive - they won't have that image in mind beforehand, so it'll look to them like you were able to conjure it out of thin air.
Basically? Don't be discouraged, you're not alone in feeling that way. Your art's wonderful - keep at it and I'm sure you'll find yourself becoming more and more satisfied with the end results. ^v^
That's an important things that I should consider about, thanks for it :D
I think I understand your situation. That feeling of insecurity is experienced by everyone; even by great artists and not just artists.
If you're thinking that your artworks are getting bad; stop thinking that. We all know that you're great, your art style is unique, and the fact that there are not many good artist specializing in BDSM adds that.
Maybe you're just tired. Try to take a break from drawing and relax for a while.
Also, no need to compare your art with another's art only to decide your art is lacking. Do it to find what you can improve.
...Damn, I guess this is all I can say. I really am not good at this. Damn me and my lack of social understanding. I was hoping I could help you more.
I hope that you're recovering and back to your usual self we all love. Have a nice day, dude.
Welp yeah I was thinking to make me unique by specializing in bindingworks lol, but Im just feeling that this is like my only weapon, but when ppl use this weapon, they are much more better which kinda broke mine. It's not that I wanted popularity, but morelike it is to make people feel good in it lol.
But yeah I probably overthink due to many things happened last year and I have to relax more than rushing lol. Well thanks for your support anyway and have a nice day too :P
It's okay to feel down, and to be honest, you had a rough year. But I'm here for you, and so are many other people around you in the fandom ! We all support you, and one more time, your art is stunningly awesome. Never doubt it.
I'll take more care of you once I'm done with pup <3
Yeah that's why I wanted to ask some mental support since my families and some rl friends that is non-artist wouldnt understand this lol (And I dont want them to see it as well :P) and thanks :D
Awww okay I will be wait for it :P
Sometime the bad feelings came randomly like these but it will go away soon :3
You have a lot of supporters like us so be cheerful~
Cant really say so much that i'm having poor english right here
But remember we always support you x3
kamu sudah berusaha sampai sekarang, mesti dapat over sekarang punya emotion .
And thanks for your support as well, and you don't have to use Indo for it :P
just thinking about that using your main language maybe more confident x3
Might ask new commission if you are free XD
tapi serius deh, sbg viewers & fans berat artworknya om, gk lihat dimana stagnant nya, karena artwork nya udah konsistent seperti itu, org org pasti udah nunggu art yg baru.. keep it up & don't give up >w<