Dear God,
Send me home. Not the one, up in the sky, but the out west, on the ocean front.
Put me back in the arms of the people i love.
Don't make me continue to search these rocky lands.
But God, here's my dilemma... I don't want to leave the arms of the ones i love here.
They love me and i them... The idea of the pain of leaving it all again... It's too much to bear...
But staying away hurts like hell too...
And the possibility i'll move anyway. Leaving all this new found love...
Today my other half left for the coast, north of my true home...
I feel like i'm floating away, only held here but my bones that are weighing me down...
Dear God,
Send her back. Then maybe all the pain will fade to a soft pink instead of living as this pulsing vibrant red..