I feel like I should be really happy right now. Both my little girls are home for the first time since me and their mother split a year and a half ago I should be happy and I am to a point. But like always I'm not satisfied with what i have. Now i want someone to hold and spend the night sharing my bed with just for the night. A lot of people say that's what a mate is for. Well I'm not looking for a mate (at least for right now). All I want is someone to cuddle with for a night so maybe I could stop feeling so damn lonely. *sighs* Oh well guess tomorrow will be better.