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The effect of porn on the quality of my art
8 years ago
I started drawing porn about 2.5 to 3 months ago and in that time, I have improved at drawing more than I've improved in the last four years. I've been so thrilled to see myself finally break through some huge barriers and I feel like there is nothing stopping me from going anywhere I could possibly want.
I have also finally worked up the courage to start interacting with fellow furries. I have felt so isolated from my kind for so long and it has been really great getting engaging with people who understand me a bit better than the everyday background characters who inhabit my real life.
There have been some less spectacular times as well though. Whenever my mind is in an erotic place, guilt, shame, and self-hatred are never more than a few doors down the corridor. This has been the case nearly my entire sexually-aware life. Spending this much time on porn has forced me to face these feelings and confront some painful realities with my shields down.
I won't go into too much detail on that though, because this is a happy journal. Overall, this has been an amazing journey and I hope it lasts for many years to come. <3 I give a huge thanks to all of my followers. 11 doesn't seem like a huge number in the grand scheme of things, but think about it: that means 11 people happened to see my art and decided they would be interested in seeing more from me. I greatly appreciate every single one of you. <3 I want to continue to get better for me, for you guys, for the passerbys, and for all of my future followers.
I have also finally worked up the courage to start interacting with fellow furries. I have felt so isolated from my kind for so long and it has been really great getting engaging with people who understand me a bit better than the everyday background characters who inhabit my real life.
There have been some less spectacular times as well though. Whenever my mind is in an erotic place, guilt, shame, and self-hatred are never more than a few doors down the corridor. This has been the case nearly my entire sexually-aware life. Spending this much time on porn has forced me to face these feelings and confront some painful realities with my shields down.
I won't go into too much detail on that though, because this is a happy journal. Overall, this has been an amazing journey and I hope it lasts for many years to come. <3 I give a huge thanks to all of my followers. 11 doesn't seem like a huge number in the grand scheme of things, but think about it: that means 11 people happened to see my art and decided they would be interested in seeing more from me. I greatly appreciate every single one of you. <3 I want to continue to get better for me, for you guys, for the passerbys, and for all of my future followers.
