I'm so sorry I haven't been as active this week. I've had a sore throat for a few days and just started running a high fever. I'll be back on my feet soon, but in the meantime I wanted to say a thing.

I seriously love you all. Doing my voice work and helping Fox with his art brings me a kind of fulfillment I don't think many people understand. I feel like when we work together that we share a special kind of moment. Yes, it's for porn - but I feel a closeness to you that speaks to something deeper. I'm going to try to explain that here.

Psychologically speaking, many fetishes are the mind's way of dealing with unpleasantness; childhood trauma or fear can assert itself later in life as a sexual interest. For example, some people who enjoy bondage and enclosed spaces may have struggled with clostrophobia as children, etc. Although that's not the case for everyone, I certainly see some of that within myself. I was terrified of dogs as a child, and now I treasure my current relationship that features petplay as our major household dynamic. I was terrified of the dark as a child, but now I love having my sight taken away. I was uneasy around costumes and makeup, now I'm a huge fan of both. Engaging in those interests in the safety of consensual sex is a way for the mind to ease the fear and replace it with joy.

Although that's not the case for everyone, I often see kinks in those kinds of terms. To me, helping someone become more comfortable in themselves by admitting the things they secretly love is a sacred act. It's connecting in a way that most who meet randomly in the world will never be able to. And to bring their fantasies to life, to help someone find fulfillment in a fantasy - that's a huge honor in my book. To have someone trust me with such sensitive information, and to use that information to our mutual benefit; it's IMHO a worthy calling.

Maybe I'm crazy, maybe it's all just silly fun and I'm overthinking everything. But even if it's just for fun and there's no deeper meaning, it's still wonderful to be let in on your secrets to share and play in your imaginations. So thank you. All of you. Whether I've worked with you or you're just stopping by; if you've watched me the whole time or have just heard that I exist. It's an honor to know you, to share this little corner of the internet.

I'll be back, but in the meantime, stay kinky.

-Lina