Being happy and making others happy. <3

that was also one of the most mentioned ones. :D

I mean i do want to be that too, but i kinda see being finacially independent as like a base to that ?
Idk it's just so much easier to be happy if you dont have to worry if you can afford a pet, a new graphics tablet when it breaks, that cute thingy you think would look great on your kitchen table haha, and all that stuff.
It's just one HUGE worry that i want to have like "out of my way"- i do not have to be rich, but it would be nice to have like a good financial life like i have now. where i can buy expensive ass bathbombs and just overall afford things (also things that are not as much of an unnessecairy product like bathbombs haha)

Of course, I didn't mean it like it's better than anyone else's. It's just my opinion. Being happy and everything that's necessary and comes with it.

oh no i didnt like mean to make you think im disagreeing with you im just brabbling about myself :DDD

okay ^w^

Oh man, same though. It's so hard to do in today's economy, but I'm determined to one day get myself off the welfare payments and flip them the bird for all the shit they put me through.

yeah. it's just one huge worry out of your way, and it makes living a lot easier.
also I'm not the person to say like "as long as I'm with my significant other everythings gonna be fine"
it's not. yes ofc a partner is great and all and like helps you mentally and emotionally and stuff but youll still have way too many problems to actually fully enjoy your relationship. :/

Yeah, true that.

my life goal's to be remembered when i die.
whether thats for being a good guy or from acting a dick we'll see :P

please don't be the second Hitler just to be remembered.
wait.
3rd. xD lol
yeah thats also something i'd love to be have idk verb
but maybe i will, at least by the generation that lived while i was old haha :D (if i keep my drawing activity :DDD)

Having no regret the day I'll die, whenever will it happen.

Well... Actually being independent is the first step and the first goal that makes sense to me. After obtaining independence You can think of more goals to pursuit, without worrying you won't have dinner for the rest of the week XD"
1st goal would be financial independence (I already have that luckily)
2nd goal is self development, searching for myself, who I want to be, where i want to be in 20 years
( pretty much meaning improvement in art, new goals in art, starting to learn animation)

3rd goal would be... Being able to start a happy family without compromising my dreams of drawing. Have children and be happy?
4th goal - live as Your own boss, be happy, be healthy and become everything I admire today :)

^this
except for the children
I'll take dogs instead thank you haha

yeah being healthy is one of the things i hope for mostly because a) its more comforable and b) I HATE HOSPITALS ;_; i mean just going in there for like normal wounds (like broken arm or sth that you only have to wrap up and say yeah leave it there and rest) but like IM SO SCARED OF OPERATIONS AND STUFF ;_; and syringes.... although i can deal with them, i dont want them to be stuck in my arm pumping shit into me all the time ;Ö;

Yeah health is one of the most important issues and it's so hard to live healthy nowadays... The amount of stress, bad sitting conditions for Your spine, constant eye-tireing due to looking at the computer screen and all sorts of other screens... I feel like we;re going to be the shortest living generation... D: It's horrible and i wishi could fight it, but for now i struggle to support my everyday life, so well... sitting and wasting my eyesight is my life for now :/

And yeah, I think i only met like ONE person, besides me, who is looking forward to having kids XD Seems like my kids are going to be very lonely on they playground all by themselves, when all their neighbours wont have children :c

yeah idk what happened there
although there is still alot of girls around me who want children later...
Everyone keeps telling me that ill change my mind, but i still kinda doubt it. But in case i do, since it's possible, I'll adopt one (if adoption is still a thing LOL) because i dont want to go through pregnancy, it's one of the SCARIEST THINGS EVER TO ME
legit
also i just overall dont like kids.

Maybe people keep not wanting kids because they keep getting worse
i never screamed and cried in the supermarket when i didnt get something
i never had a mobile phone larger than my head
i never was a goddamn swagger at 8 years haha

hehe yeah i think You're right at many points!
I actually dream of pregnancy, since I think its a really great thing to get thrugh it and experience it! After all, we only live once, so i like to embrace everything that the world has got for me! I fear the pain, obviously, but i think its for the greater good <3
After all, being a parent will let YOU decide bot to spoil Your kid, not buy him an iphone and generally turn him into a decent human being. That's what im hoping for :D I wish to make the world a better place if I can by bringing people int oit, that know what is really important n life <3
Adopption is a great thing too! I only fear about possible health and serious behaviour issues these children might have :(

even if they have health issues (behaviour issues can be fixed, believe me i know the young cringey me that was... selfish, and emotionally uhm BROKEN.... i was weird. not that thats the worst it could be but i think they can be "CURED" HAHA) its better for them to have a real home
and in the end: why would i go through pregnancy if theres kids with no home ? ;3;

To be the best bratwurst possible.


Jokes aside~



I learned from being miserable for many years that I can't worry about insignificant things.
I asked myself, if I die tomorrow, would I be happy enough with what I've done in life?

I felt horrible.

Today I'm choosing to follow what my heart desires to experience and create, even if it
means I'd have to live in a van. I've sulked and pitied myself for too long in life, and I
refuse to die miserable. I don't have time to care about negativity anymore, I can't
afford to spend my energy on it. I need to make my dreams happen, to make my own
happiness, and hopefully I can ultimately share that happiness with others who need it
aswell.

Also, I definitely understand what you mean by wanting financial independence, and it's most
certainly helpful in going through life more smoothly. However, even then when you're sitting in
the comfort of your own home, you will inevitably reach a moment where the comfort simply won't
be enough. You'll then look for possibly more material possessions, or try to make connections
with new friends; anything to fill the silent void from our own demons.


For all I know, I could die in a week in some car accident.


Life does not guarantee me a full lifespan. I will not die in misery, I refuse. So I figured.. the best chance
to die happy is to live like I may die tomorrow morning.

Thats some deep shit