I am, I really am. This week sucked. The future of the country I live in is questionable.

I've got friends and a strong Relationship and that is the ONLY thing keeping me going at this point and not becoming a Hermit and moving as far away from Civilization as I can go right now, because believe me that thought has crossed my mind and is very tempting...

I'm trying to focus on Positive things, but its going to take time. This journal will stay right here for awhile till I've got something positive to talk about. The header on my Journal stays. We'll pull through this, somehow...

I need Support right now not Criticism. That is all.