Of letting people take control of my life. Of letting people walk over me like I'm nothing. I cant do anything in my own free will without feeling like I'm gonna be criticized for it later.

Like I'm so scared to stand up for myself cause I have this anger inside im desperately trying to contain, cause the second I let it ignite Im afraid of what I might say or do and because of that I'm lsot and confused. I don't know what to do, Im always worried and nervous, Always expecting someone else to be bigger and better than I am.

Like I have to worry about school, assignments, staying ontop of my school work everyday, I worry about financial issues (which really doesnt need me to worry about cause its fine but i make it seem bad), I worry about not replying to people; leaving people hanging when im out enjoying myself.

Im just tired of worrying, being scared, and letting people have their way with me.

Im sorry for the rant and everything else.

Hope you all have a good day.

and im fine dont worry about me.