...Oh right...15 days till my birthday...and yet I just feel like I'm losing myself. Work's become QUITE the stress load. Can't even take time off without my boss accusing me of putting them at a disadvantage when I bust my ass off. He relies too much on me. And...just fuck everything is just pushing my confidence and self worth I've been working on lately down the drain. I just...wish I had a place right now where I could curl up and just release all of this negativity. Have someone here to just hold me, rock me, and tell me I'll be fine. But yet here I am...in my own little hole...I hate the fact I can't go through my laptop and just be with someone so much right now.