Its been a few days since my rant about my so called "sister-in-law," and im still not feelign very perky. My nephew is in that stage to where he knows better, but doesnt act like he does. Plus the stress of a few other things is really pulling on me at the moment. Its almost like once i get really happy and start to enjoy life at tis fullest, shit always hits the fan.
Yes I know everyone goes through it, and no im not the first one lol. But, I mean look, just cause everyone goes through it, doesnt mean i have to like it, or even enjoy it. I try to loose myself in either sports, or even the net, but it always seems like something draws me back into all the stress. Thats partially why i hadn't posted anythign in a few days.
To be honest, it truly feels like no one cares about me. Like I'm doing what i'm supposed to in life, and thats it. I love my nephew, and my family so very much. However, it truly feels as if i'm not being loved back. Hell, I can't even get out and do anythign right now, due to the fact of my nephew, and no where to go.
Yeah this is kind of another rant, but at the same time, i truly feel like these journas are meant for people to speak their minds, and get thigns off of their chests. Now, knowing that people might actually read these things, i tend to leave a few details out, because they are too personal. You can get to know me and all, but sorry we dont know each other that well lol.

Anyways, ill stop babbling, and rambling along. All of you try and have a good day/night.