I want to return to drawing art on here.

But it is taking a long time to get started up again.

I have missed out contests and very upset about it.

I have been missing out on drawing even my own art.

I don't if I should quit or keep going.

I hope to return, but I may not return as the same person I was.

I love art, but recently have been under the impression should I continue drawing art for the people to like them or should I continue to do art because I want to make myself feel good about myself.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I will write another journal soon when I make my decision.

So bye for now. *closes door, with sadness *