sooooooooo ive been on fluoxetine for like...... idk 3 years? and every time ive tried to go off it all hell has broken loose. but 3 weeks or so ago i just..ran out and couldnt be bothered getting more bc i currently dont have a doctor. so like, went off cold turkey, and im doing really well somehow? like im finding it way easier to comment and interact w people online, my mood is better, dare i say im less anxious..

its super weird but so nice to know with some element of certainty that. this is my personality. like im not being altered by some magic serotonin pills or whatever. and im actually friendly and pleasant. its good