Revived, then Struck Down [ Missing Cat, Life Updates ]
9 years ago
General
I've felt almost revived? I've gotten a new laptop, and a new tablet.
My old laptop? Do you want to know what I was able to do on that dinosaur? SAI - NOTHING ELSE.
I had to transfer my files to my PHONE, then upload them...
References? Save them then transfer them to the laptop...
It was such a hassle and it made it MUCH MORE difficult to complete commissions.
Now I've got my laptop, I'm able to use the internet on it, and use Photoshop again!
My Ontario Works Worker is going to be keeping track of commissions, and it's going towards work income on my Income Statement.
A little rant. Someone told me to get a job, very rudely, and stop being lazy and begging for money.
Let me tell you something. Don't judge someone when you don't know their whole story. Many of you don't know my story. I don't SHARE much, but I'm going to be using these journals to keep you updated.
I am not a scammer. I am not a liar, and it HURTS to be thought of like that. All I want to do is make people happy, enjoy life, and sustain myself. I've never talked down to someone even if I've wanted to. I've had so many people violate my TOS, then post bewares because they didn't want to wait for a refund even though my TOS states the rules and such about it. It's not my fault if my TOS isn't read.
I've never changed names, tried to hide my identity, I've never stolen art... I get treated like shit and respond professionally... all part of the job right?
I'm not wanting to be babied or dependent on someone ( one of the problems in my relationship right now ). I've taken donations when I first joined this site, but I don't ask for such anymore - especially now that I've stepped out on my own.
Prove I beg for handouts. PROVE IT. I don't BEG FOR HAND OUTS. I offer a service, one good exchanged for another.
I have chronic athritis. I am nineteen years old, and I have had two reconstructive knee surgeries. On the female side of my Mother's family, we've all had kneecap and joint problems. My first surgery was when I was eleven. It was to stop my kneecap from dislocating, and grinding off cartilage. Growing up was rough, and my Mother didn't take the best care of us. We moved a lot, and due to that I didn't see my surgeons as often as I should have ( as this point, I've been told if I was brought in more, my cartilage decline wouldn't be so severe at this point... )I am booked for another surgery on my right knee for the first time in July 2017 ... On my left knee, there's no hope for it. All the cartilage is gone, but luckily the surgery stopped the dislocating.
When I grew up I spent hours outside. I loved camping and hiking. My dream job was to work with wild animals. After I returned after years to the surgeon, and heard what she said ...
I had to instantly make a change in my life.
I started thinking of what to do, what I was going to for a living. I didn't think I could make a living off my art until I joined Furaffinity.
It's been a life saver...
It helped me move out. It helped me gain 'control' of my depression. I've met my mate, I've improved my art, and I've made new friends ( and unfortunately new enemies ).
I'm grateful for this community, and people need to stop pushing me away.
I'm not a bad person, just talk to me and see.
I don't want to go on about this for a long time... but Monday night my sister's cat got outside. My sister's relationship with her cat is more like a relationship between a dog and their owner. Bilbo is different, and he's missing.
https://www.facebook.com/Munkerchip.....54539334409285
Kingston, Ontario Canada ! If you live in Ontario and maybe have Kingston friends, or whatever... just share. We miss him, and it's so cold out... He needs to come home.
My old laptop? Do you want to know what I was able to do on that dinosaur? SAI - NOTHING ELSE.
I had to transfer my files to my PHONE, then upload them...
References? Save them then transfer them to the laptop...
It was such a hassle and it made it MUCH MORE difficult to complete commissions.
Now I've got my laptop, I'm able to use the internet on it, and use Photoshop again!
My Ontario Works Worker is going to be keeping track of commissions, and it's going towards work income on my Income Statement.
A little rant. Someone told me to get a job, very rudely, and stop being lazy and begging for money.
Let me tell you something. Don't judge someone when you don't know their whole story. Many of you don't know my story. I don't SHARE much, but I'm going to be using these journals to keep you updated.
I am not a scammer. I am not a liar, and it HURTS to be thought of like that. All I want to do is make people happy, enjoy life, and sustain myself. I've never talked down to someone even if I've wanted to. I've had so many people violate my TOS, then post bewares because they didn't want to wait for a refund even though my TOS states the rules and such about it. It's not my fault if my TOS isn't read.
I've never changed names, tried to hide my identity, I've never stolen art... I get treated like shit and respond professionally... all part of the job right?
I'm not wanting to be babied or dependent on someone ( one of the problems in my relationship right now ). I've taken donations when I first joined this site, but I don't ask for such anymore - especially now that I've stepped out on my own.
Prove I beg for handouts. PROVE IT. I don't BEG FOR HAND OUTS. I offer a service, one good exchanged for another.
I have chronic athritis. I am nineteen years old, and I have had two reconstructive knee surgeries. On the female side of my Mother's family, we've all had kneecap and joint problems. My first surgery was when I was eleven. It was to stop my kneecap from dislocating, and grinding off cartilage. Growing up was rough, and my Mother didn't take the best care of us. We moved a lot, and due to that I didn't see my surgeons as often as I should have ( as this point, I've been told if I was brought in more, my cartilage decline wouldn't be so severe at this point... )I am booked for another surgery on my right knee for the first time in July 2017 ... On my left knee, there's no hope for it. All the cartilage is gone, but luckily the surgery stopped the dislocating.
When I grew up I spent hours outside. I loved camping and hiking. My dream job was to work with wild animals. After I returned after years to the surgeon, and heard what she said ...
I had to instantly make a change in my life.
I started thinking of what to do, what I was going to for a living. I didn't think I could make a living off my art until I joined Furaffinity.
It's been a life saver...
It helped me move out. It helped me gain 'control' of my depression. I've met my mate, I've improved my art, and I've made new friends ( and unfortunately new enemies ).
I'm grateful for this community, and people need to stop pushing me away.
I'm not a bad person, just talk to me and see.
I don't want to go on about this for a long time... but Monday night my sister's cat got outside. My sister's relationship with her cat is more like a relationship between a dog and their owner. Bilbo is different, and he's missing.
https://www.facebook.com/Munkerchip.....54539334409285
Kingston, Ontario Canada ! If you live in Ontario and maybe have Kingston friends, or whatever... just share. We miss him, and it's so cold out... He needs to come home.
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Sorry to hear about the kitty. I do hope they are found soon!