The good news is that we FINALLY have some good internet. We get 200 GB a month for just $80 or something like that. What a steal!!! I'm very happy for that. 10 MB download speed and 2 MB upload speed. Broadband and everything. So I shall have access over the summer.

The bad news is that...I've been more upset than I have ever been in my life. See, there was this Monal Gryphon adopt here on FA. I did want him so F*ing badly, and I. Still. Do. Starting bid was $25, so I pushed myself to get my mom to allow me access to my money through PayPal. I went through fucking hell with all that. Now I can't find the card, and even though it's linked to my PayPal, we screwed up some stuff and fixed it and ugh...in the end, the I managed to place a bid on it and stuff. And it was close to the end of the bidding period. However, despite the fact that no one commented on it for any sites for all I know, a friend of the artist ended up wanting it on Tuesday, and the artist wasn't online Wednesday, so he couldn't update the submission...be told me through Twitter that the buyer bidder $100 for it...I'm fucking upset. First, my MacBook charger acts up, then my iPhone charger, and I found a so called "lucky penny" and when I finally got home...the bad news was released to me...now, I feel very little physical pain. Cuz what I have been through is enough. I'm about to become me the person who knows nothing about Internet, and denies it's very existence, and run away........I haven't yet. But I still feel like committing digital suicide...I went through all that fucking trouble to put money on my PayPal just to have an adopt...and just for it to be bought by someone else...damned damn shit is this fucking life?! The fuck am I gonna do with the money NOW?!

Side notes. I found a website that does spells and stuff. www.spellsofmagic.com. I found it while browsing for supernatural videos the other night...not the best idea to watch that kind of stuff past Midnight...
Anyways, I plan on practicing these spells, or the ones that don't require any materials anyway. I'll let you know how that turns out.

I'm also gonna start trying to do a weekly journal where you can ask my OCs questions. Whatever it is that you call that...Let me know. I'll link everyone to the OC list every time, and may highlight an OC or two...or more. Lol. Be aware that the OC must have a name to ask them, as those OCs are developed and not incomplete, as well as being ones that I use. Heh

And that ends this little journal of whining and such. Woof...woof. This is at least 3 times more upsetting than being banned from dA. Than again, I don't really care for that shithole place anyways. Not anymore that is. May this be forever in my sorrow. A broken heart forever broken. Unless mended through means I won't speak of. Even my motivation to RP went away for the remainder of yesterday. and still a little bit today.

Woof...Awrooo! *lays down on a doggy bed, cuddling with some plushie*