An Explanation
9 years ago
General
Of who I am, why I'm here, and what I'm doing.
The name I've gone by for a while is Toby, and you're free to call me that. You can also call me Jessi, or some version of my screen name if you'd like.
My other account/old account (I haven't quite decided what to do with it yet) is Jawbone, and that's the one thing I would appreciate not being called.
I picked the name because I flipped through characters and fursonas so quickly that I just wanted to be something that didn't attach to any of them... and that's what I got. I was never attached to my screen name, and I didn't like being called by it, though watchers and customers and strangers of any kind didn't know better, so I didn't make much fuss about it.
But now, Jessi is who I am. She's staying, so I don't mind being connected to her and connecting my account to her.
The other side of it is that my old account is full of a lot of old art, which is staying where it is. It shows how much I've grown, how much I've changed, and how much I've matured... but it's also an account that's tied to exes and memories I don't want to remember. There are notes I can't dig back far enough to get to, but I know they're there and they make me anxious.
I just want to be done, I want to be different, I want to start over.
A journal will be going up on my other account tomorrow, so... let's see how this goes. <3
The name I've gone by for a while is Toby, and you're free to call me that. You can also call me Jessi, or some version of my screen name if you'd like.
My other account/old account (I haven't quite decided what to do with it yet) is Jawbone, and that's the one thing I would appreciate not being called.
I picked the name because I flipped through characters and fursonas so quickly that I just wanted to be something that didn't attach to any of them... and that's what I got. I was never attached to my screen name, and I didn't like being called by it, though watchers and customers and strangers of any kind didn't know better, so I didn't make much fuss about it.
But now, Jessi is who I am. She's staying, so I don't mind being connected to her and connecting my account to her.
The other side of it is that my old account is full of a lot of old art, which is staying where it is. It shows how much I've grown, how much I've changed, and how much I've matured... but it's also an account that's tied to exes and memories I don't want to remember. There are notes I can't dig back far enough to get to, but I know they're there and they make me anxious.
I just want to be done, I want to be different, I want to start over.
A journal will be going up on my other account tomorrow, so... let's see how this goes. <3
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I always say both juuuuuust in case
Plus I find it fun saying doodette
Love your art by the way.