I feel defeated
9 years ago
General
Man this sucks. Just having feelings in general sucks. Im losing friends left and right and it's all my fault. I cant get them back. They aren't coming back. Because of me. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Im sorry
mei-xing for dropping you down for your feelings when I'm not perfect. Im sorry
tasteofchoklit for not making clear on how I spoke and sounded like a complete fucking dick head on your stream. And im sorry
IRON-0XIDE for lying and being the worst possible friend in the world losing my absolute best friend on this website. Im sorry im sorry im so god damn sorry. I just want my friends back I want things to be the way they used to be I want to be a better person for you all.
Im sorry everyone.
mei-xing for dropping you down for your feelings when I'm not perfect. Im sorry
tasteofchoklit for not making clear on how I spoke and sounded like a complete fucking dick head on your stream. And im sorry
IRON-0XIDE for lying and being the worst possible friend in the world losing my absolute best friend on this website. Im sorry im sorry im so god damn sorry. I just want my friends back I want things to be the way they used to be I want to be a better person for you all.Im sorry everyone.
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Hey I like you :c
I know I have. I be here if you need an ear to listen.
I like you as a best friend. *hugs*
It's good to be sorry and acknowledge your mistakes, but don't let it be the only thing on your mind should you happen to speak to these people again in the future. Over time you'll have more friends as well and you may even get your chance some day to redeem things with old companions. From the sounds of it you had a really bad strings of events happen to you, I hope you'll be okay. Keep your chin up once you've let all the pain out, You'll be alright in due time. Stay strong