Hello, something about why I don't post that much work now.
9 years ago
General
Hmmmmm....I wonder how I'll be as an artist years later...
Warning: Long read as you can see but if you want the short version: basically I'm lacking motivation to really draw the Stripe Stories characters and was perhaps thinking maybe making this account also have lewd work but with the Stripe Stories characters only might help? Though I feel like it wouldn't be enough...
As for the long version if anyone wants to read:
So like, some of you might know that I've made a second account a while ago that focuses more on characters of mine that will be shown in lewd work I make (they're called F.A.P. or For Adult Purpose characters). As for this account I decided to just use it mainly to show my Stripe Stories characters which I've recently decided to simply make it more of just a slice-of-life school life so they'd all basically live in the same school doing...whatever stuff they do.
I've been pondering on possible ways to motivate myself into drawing those guys more often...this year I told myself that I'd want to draw them again to make them more relevant but I seem to pretty much fail on that so far. So then I asked myself, "What makes drawing the F.A.P. characters more appealing to you? What makes them special?" One possible theory is, perhaps it's because I feel more free to draw lewds as their general purpose is to, well, please my sexual urges through art. And then I remembered that the main reason I made the 12 characters in the second account is so I wouldn't have to draw lewds/fanservice stuff on the Stripe Stories characters that I made because back then I wasn't as comfortable in making lewd work
and now....here I am, made like 40+ characters, so many that I had to make another account just to split them up more fairly.
Like, don't get wrong it's not like I don't like the F.A.P. characters anymore or anything it's just....well now that I'm more open about drawing lewd work I don't exactly have a reason to not draw the Stripe Stories guys I feel.
I'm thinking just maybe I could draw some lewds of the SS guys, not as much as I'd show the F.A.P. characters but you'd see some exposed junk or fanservice but then I'm wondering if that'll even be enough to motivate myself to draw them more, which makes things pretty sad if you think about it :V
Then it's like....how would I even start up the lewd stuff or how lewd should I go...then how to be sure to possibly please the people from both accounts even though I have like, a handful of people who I notice check out my work.
I guess I'm overall just....stuck?
I'd like to have a strong enough motivation to draw the SS guys but I can't really think up anything good...not even sure the lewd works idea would even be enough.
As for the long version if anyone wants to read:
So like, some of you might know that I've made a second account a while ago that focuses more on characters of mine that will be shown in lewd work I make (they're called F.A.P. or For Adult Purpose characters). As for this account I decided to just use it mainly to show my Stripe Stories characters which I've recently decided to simply make it more of just a slice-of-life school life so they'd all basically live in the same school doing...whatever stuff they do.
I've been pondering on possible ways to motivate myself into drawing those guys more often...this year I told myself that I'd want to draw them again to make them more relevant but I seem to pretty much fail on that so far. So then I asked myself, "What makes drawing the F.A.P. characters more appealing to you? What makes them special?" One possible theory is, perhaps it's because I feel more free to draw lewds as their general purpose is to, well, please my sexual urges through art. And then I remembered that the main reason I made the 12 characters in the second account is so I wouldn't have to draw lewds/fanservice stuff on the Stripe Stories characters that I made because back then I wasn't as comfortable in making lewd work
and now....here I am, made like 40+ characters, so many that I had to make another account just to split them up more fairly.
Like, don't get wrong it's not like I don't like the F.A.P. characters anymore or anything it's just....well now that I'm more open about drawing lewd work I don't exactly have a reason to not draw the Stripe Stories guys I feel.
I'm thinking just maybe I could draw some lewds of the SS guys, not as much as I'd show the F.A.P. characters but you'd see some exposed junk or fanservice but then I'm wondering if that'll even be enough to motivate myself to draw them more, which makes things pretty sad if you think about it :V
Then it's like....how would I even start up the lewd stuff or how lewd should I go...then how to be sure to possibly please the people from both accounts even though I have like, a handful of people who I notice check out my work.
I guess I'm overall just....stuck?
I'd like to have a strong enough motivation to draw the SS guys but I can't really think up anything good...not even sure the lewd works idea would even be enough.
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