Well I will admit I use to be a full time Brony back when I was 13 but near 6 or 7 years late I'm just not in it there is suck a big community of Bronies that I'm so intimidated to try and work back in and its thanks to my parents that I am not in the fandom that much....I mean I would mind trying to get back in but its like scary to be honest. I don't know just a small rant like post from a Brony that is lost and not even close to being out of the shadow. I'm thankful for the friends I have and my loving sister but I can't find my gut to try and rejoin the flow on the Brony community.