So sorry for the delay...
8 years ago
Hey everyone who noticed this journal between dozens of others in their inbox!
I think it's time to apology for the amount of time it takes for me to finish a commission. I thought it would be easier, but there are so many other things I wish to do. Studying for university has top priority. It doesn't go too well at the moment, although I'm investing a lot of time in homework and studying at home. This is worrying me alot.
Then there are the cats at my mother's farm and house, who need to be taken care of. My family there has got some serious mental issues, but won't accept any help for that matter. I deflea and deworm the cats, brush their sometimes knotted pelts, wash them when they're dirty, give them medicine when they're sick, give them dietary supplements as my mother refuses to feed them properly and organise spaying. With more than 25 cats at two locations, that an awful lot of time and money I spend for them. Nevertheless, I really love them and I just don't have the heart to give them away. My biggest wish is that one day, I'll earn enough money for my own house, where I can take the cats to and where they can get the (medical) treatment that they need.
Another project I'd like to keep running is my roleplaying forum. I'm currently moving to another software which requires a new style. I'm not really good in CSS and I'm even much worse in asking for help. <_<
I'd also like to open up a discussion board for my study course, because the current one is just miserable and a lot of people are calling out for an improvement. But I'm sure, I could never run this thing alone. And, as I said, I'm bad at asking for help.
Oh how I wish back the times where I was admin at the official German Warriors forum... Why can't I be as productive and respected by others as back then? Well, that I moved on the furry fandom would explain the loss of respect.
Before I forget, I've also got a new Laptop and with it a new version of Photoshop. It will also take some time until I get all the settings right and the brushes installed.
Other stuff I'd like to be more active at:
- sport, going outside more often
- drawing help group on facebook
- home decorating ^.^
- I'm sure I forgot something
Again, I'm very sorry for not being faster with my commissions or drawings in general.
~ Nyashia
I think it's time to apology for the amount of time it takes for me to finish a commission. I thought it would be easier, but there are so many other things I wish to do. Studying for university has top priority. It doesn't go too well at the moment, although I'm investing a lot of time in homework and studying at home. This is worrying me alot.
Then there are the cats at my mother's farm and house, who need to be taken care of. My family there has got some serious mental issues, but won't accept any help for that matter. I deflea and deworm the cats, brush their sometimes knotted pelts, wash them when they're dirty, give them medicine when they're sick, give them dietary supplements as my mother refuses to feed them properly and organise spaying. With more than 25 cats at two locations, that an awful lot of time and money I spend for them. Nevertheless, I really love them and I just don't have the heart to give them away. My biggest wish is that one day, I'll earn enough money for my own house, where I can take the cats to and where they can get the (medical) treatment that they need.
Another project I'd like to keep running is my roleplaying forum. I'm currently moving to another software which requires a new style. I'm not really good in CSS and I'm even much worse in asking for help. <_<
I'd also like to open up a discussion board for my study course, because the current one is just miserable and a lot of people are calling out for an improvement. But I'm sure, I could never run this thing alone. And, as I said, I'm bad at asking for help.
Oh how I wish back the times where I was admin at the official German Warriors forum... Why can't I be as productive and respected by others as back then? Well, that I moved on the furry fandom would explain the loss of respect.
Before I forget, I've also got a new Laptop and with it a new version of Photoshop. It will also take some time until I get all the settings right and the brushes installed.
Other stuff I'd like to be more active at:
- sport, going outside more often
- drawing help group on facebook
- home decorating ^.^
- I'm sure I forgot something
Again, I'm very sorry for not being faster with my commissions or drawings in general.
~ Nyashia

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~nh63879
I understand where you're coming from there. I've only just come back here myself after a bit of a pause.