Update! Going to be slowing down. *Vent bummer journal*
8 years ago
I should have wrote this a little sooner, but I thought I'd be alright and keep up my pace.
March is sort of a big month for me. My birthday is Monday, but I have jury duty on that day.
Then we're finally attempting to move apartments for the first time in 3 years. It's been such a flippen pain cause of all the fees and just trying to find a move in date. We're using our whole tax return just on our move.
So all my free time is taken up with searching for a place to live.
I'm also dealing with a lot of emotions at the moment. 2016 was a hard year and it seems like things haven't gotten much better. I'm trying really hard to be optimistic but I'm just really exhausted. Just a ton of health issues and having to pay for them with money I don't have. Still mourning my Aunt and the wake she left behind has cause a ton of issues for my family. And most recently I've had a serious speed bump in a friendship that hurt me deeply. All of this has brought me to a place I never really thought I'd be back to. I haven't been this depressed in a very long time.
FWA was going to be kinda my little light at the end of the shitty tunnel but that is now looking sorta dim.
So all in all my turn around time is going to be very slow. I know some of you have been waiting for a little while on art. I'll try my hardest to get them done in a reasonable time. I wont be taking on any new commissions of course until I've finished this round.
Sorry for the rant. Sorry for the bummer journal. I just wanted to explain why I'll be quiet here next month until after FWA.
((Also if anyone just wants to chat, not even about bummer things I'm down to. Especially if you're going to FWA because I've been meaning to ask people who all is going.))
March is sort of a big month for me. My birthday is Monday, but I have jury duty on that day.
Then we're finally attempting to move apartments for the first time in 3 years. It's been such a flippen pain cause of all the fees and just trying to find a move in date. We're using our whole tax return just on our move.
So all my free time is taken up with searching for a place to live.
I'm also dealing with a lot of emotions at the moment. 2016 was a hard year and it seems like things haven't gotten much better. I'm trying really hard to be optimistic but I'm just really exhausted. Just a ton of health issues and having to pay for them with money I don't have. Still mourning my Aunt and the wake she left behind has cause a ton of issues for my family. And most recently I've had a serious speed bump in a friendship that hurt me deeply. All of this has brought me to a place I never really thought I'd be back to. I haven't been this depressed in a very long time.
FWA was going to be kinda my little light at the end of the shitty tunnel but that is now looking sorta dim.
So all in all my turn around time is going to be very slow. I know some of you have been waiting for a little while on art. I'll try my hardest to get them done in a reasonable time. I wont be taking on any new commissions of course until I've finished this round.
Sorry for the rant. Sorry for the bummer journal. I just wanted to explain why I'll be quiet here next month until after FWA.
((Also if anyone just wants to chat, not even about bummer things I'm down to. Especially if you're going to FWA because I've been meaning to ask people who all is going.))
Wish I could go to FWA with you guys though.