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March 2017 Public Work Update
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Here's the report from February!
▶ Finished Commissions ◀
- Rebel_Zebra Com 1 -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22709318/
- AKOthepanther Com 1 -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22758825/ + http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22758784/
▶ Outstanding Commissions ◀
- DawnFirestar Com 2: Feb 2017, Fully paid, 20% completed
- Vore YCH #12 for LoliPet: Feb 2017, Fully paid, 33% completed
- MLP YCH #1 for Rebel_Zebra: Feb 2017, Fully paid, 33% completed
- Nat Fursuit Partial: June 2015, Fully paid, 60% completed
- Robert Full Fursuit: June 2015, Half paid, 54% completed
- Darbington Fursuit Head: 2015(?), 30% paid, 0% completed
▶ Other Work Finished ◀
Art Re-uploading: DONE!!!
- Galaxy Tiger graphic design added to Redbubble -> http://www.redbubble.com/people/ziel
- Discord server set up! -> https://discord.gg/cjXX9VH
- Patreon OPEN -> https://www.patreon.com/zielomizu
- Ziel 2017 Ref: SFW DONE!!!
▶ Personal Recap ◀
This month flew by fairly fast for me - it might be because I was still getting my accounts situated at the start of the month, it might be because I've been being more active online, it might be because I've been switching family doctors and getting my personal health finally looked after, it might be because I burnt out my energy at the start of the month.
As I write this I am exhausted and depressed - I've started new medication to help with my mental illnesses, which could be the cause, but it's probably that coupled with the fact that I've had a REALLY shitty week.
- I had to have a blood test done, and the nurse was a bitch and yanked the needle out of my arm because I GUESS I was an inconvenience to her since I have a phobia of needles and had to lay down to have it done, lest I'm sure I would've passed out. I have a big-ass bruise on my arm now.
- Then I was in my first car crash, and while no one was physically injured, it sent my anxiety off the charts and, while trying to have my weekly needle, my boyfriend was being kind of an asshole so I broke down crying and also yelled at him. But at least we dealt with the issue that caused him to act the way he had been.
- And THEN just today I found out I saved over my YCH pose file, so now I have to redraw the 5 poses I deleted, and I have NO backups, so I can't post any YCHs until those are done!! Augh!
So, needless to say, I'm feeling pretty awful. That coupled with the fact that I haven't been able to keep on top of my chores... I'm feeling like a useless piece of shit again. I know I'm not, and I know I've done a LOT this week (by my standards)... but I still haven't done everything I needed to so I feel bad and awful and horrible.
Here's hoping next month is better.
▶ Finished Commissions ◀
- Rebel_Zebra Com 1 -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22709318/
- AKOthepanther Com 1 -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22758825/ + http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22758784/
▶ Outstanding Commissions ◀
- DawnFirestar Com 2: Feb 2017, Fully paid, 20% completed
- Vore YCH #12 for LoliPet: Feb 2017, Fully paid, 33% completed
- MLP YCH #1 for Rebel_Zebra: Feb 2017, Fully paid, 33% completed
- Nat Fursuit Partial: June 2015, Fully paid, 60% completed
- Robert Full Fursuit: June 2015, Half paid, 54% completed
- Darbington Fursuit Head: 2015(?), 30% paid, 0% completed
▶ Other Work Finished ◀
Art Re-uploading: DONE!!!
- Galaxy Tiger graphic design added to Redbubble -> http://www.redbubble.com/people/ziel
- Discord server set up! -> https://discord.gg/cjXX9VH
- Patreon OPEN -> https://www.patreon.com/zielomizu
- Ziel 2017 Ref: SFW DONE!!!
▶ Personal Recap ◀
This month flew by fairly fast for me - it might be because I was still getting my accounts situated at the start of the month, it might be because I've been being more active online, it might be because I've been switching family doctors and getting my personal health finally looked after, it might be because I burnt out my energy at the start of the month.
As I write this I am exhausted and depressed - I've started new medication to help with my mental illnesses, which could be the cause, but it's probably that coupled with the fact that I've had a REALLY shitty week.
- I had to have a blood test done, and the nurse was a bitch and yanked the needle out of my arm because I GUESS I was an inconvenience to her since I have a phobia of needles and had to lay down to have it done, lest I'm sure I would've passed out. I have a big-ass bruise on my arm now.
- Then I was in my first car crash, and while no one was physically injured, it sent my anxiety off the charts and, while trying to have my weekly needle, my boyfriend was being kind of an asshole so I broke down crying and also yelled at him. But at least we dealt with the issue that caused him to act the way he had been.
- And THEN just today I found out I saved over my YCH pose file, so now I have to redraw the 5 poses I deleted, and I have NO backups, so I can't post any YCHs until those are done!! Augh!
So, needless to say, I'm feeling pretty awful. That coupled with the fact that I haven't been able to keep on top of my chores... I'm feeling like a useless piece of shit again. I know I'm not, and I know I've done a LOT this week (by my standards)... but I still haven't done everything I needed to so I feel bad and awful and horrible.
Here's hoping next month is better.
Torrent900
~torrent900
I'm sorry. Try to stay positive you got this!
ZielOmizu
~zielomizu
OP
Thanks, I'm doing my best!! But these terrible thoughts will never fully go away ;w; I've done a lot by my standards this week, and have another doctor's appointment on Friday - the appointments have been wearing me out. OTL I might just call it in early tonight and hit the hay...
