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ever feel like you're in the wrong place/time?
8 years ago
recently things have gotten to me and i haven't been able to gfet it off my chest. first, i feel like i ruin every friendship no matter how close i feel to that person, i know this because everyone i cared about ditched me or i did something to ruin the friendship. so i know that sooner or later i will lose every friend i will ever make.
second is that i feel like i guess i'm just the enemy of everyone. like since i graduated literally everthing has gotten worse. people hate eachother for what they are and people don't even want to get to know someone unless they fit an extremely thin and specific quota. if you don't agree with them, than you are the enemy and you don't deserve to live and all that stupid shit people with no tolerance acn deal with.
a while ago i'd had someone that got me into joining some place, and i don't know how long it had been like that, but when i signed on one day i noticed they were there, so i tried looking for them and foudn out that i guess we aren't freinds anymore. i avoided sending them another request, i already know the answer. same thing happened with aonther nice person on there a while before that. i'd asked a friend who also knew them and they just said i should ask them. i'm not going to prusue or push into somewhere when i already know what the real answer is. i doubt it could have been a glitch because noone other than those two have dropped off my list, so i guess i'd done something horribly wrong in every way.
anyways, that crap aside, how about you guys? anyone feel like they are sort of in the wrong place based on what goes on around them?
also if you guys want free art be sure to tag the end of your sentence with " ,ya know!"
leave the ref for your charcter and an idea about them, and i'll get to do whatever i want whenever i feel like i'm good enough to draw.
second is that i feel like i guess i'm just the enemy of everyone. like since i graduated literally everthing has gotten worse. people hate eachother for what they are and people don't even want to get to know someone unless they fit an extremely thin and specific quota. if you don't agree with them, than you are the enemy and you don't deserve to live and all that stupid shit people with no tolerance acn deal with.
a while ago i'd had someone that got me into joining some place, and i don't know how long it had been like that, but when i signed on one day i noticed they were there, so i tried looking for them and foudn out that i guess we aren't freinds anymore. i avoided sending them another request, i already know the answer. same thing happened with aonther nice person on there a while before that. i'd asked a friend who also knew them and they just said i should ask them. i'm not going to prusue or push into somewhere when i already know what the real answer is. i doubt it could have been a glitch because noone other than those two have dropped off my list, so i guess i'd done something horribly wrong in every way.
anyways, that crap aside, how about you guys? anyone feel like they are sort of in the wrong place based on what goes on around them?
also if you guys want free art be sure to tag the end of your sentence with " ,ya know!"
leave the ref for your charcter and an idea about them, and i'll get to do whatever i want whenever i feel like i'm good enough to draw.
Friendships are lost and gained all the time. They're more friendships to come. Don't get down just cause you don't fit them anymore. *hugs alot* I don't think I've ever been in that situation. I just try to move past the situation if I ever get in the situation. *hugs again*
Ceevahn_Dragolf
~ceevahndragolf
Sorry if any of it sounds mean or anything.
Valteziro
~valteziro
I think the longer we are alive the more time we have to narrow the scope of what we deem to be "acceptable" behavior. I think everyone does this just some do it faster than others. As for people suddenly ignoring, I have had that happen to me a lot and I think part (or all sometimes) of it may be talking too much, at least in their opinion so...there's that (that's not the case for you with me so don't start worrying about that hah).
KaleSteel
~kalesteel
I think we all have our moments like that. Wrong place, wrong time, something you wish had never happened. I'll be the first to say I'm the worst about keeping friendships, I just don't often reach out to people, life tends to keep me busy until I loose those ties. Plenty of old friends I still I had contact with. Just know I still consider you a friend, even if it's been ages since we last talked due to my lack of being online anywhere, heh. If you ever need a buddy to rant to feel free to hit me up, I'm trying to make it a point to actually have an online presence again, and I enjoyed when yourself, Una, and I all hung out.
