I've been trying lately, poorly, to. E mor social despite the new Zelda and work. But in so damned introverted and afraid of people that I just can't open up of feel nervous or say the wrong thing. I'm stating to think I just need to be dragged kicking and screaming into socialization of any kind and just told to have fun.
Sadly I've let down quite a few cool people who I even approached and then just kinda burned out on cause I'm too lazy or just so awkward and afraid. I used to think it's just because I didn't play Pokemon but I know it's me