I've been trying lately, poorly, to. E mor social despite the new Zelda and work. But in so damned introverted and afraid of people that I just can't open up of feel nervous or say the wrong thing. I'm stating to think I just need to be dragged kicking and screaming into socialization of any kind and just told to have fun.
Sadly I've let down quite a few cool people who I even approached and then just kinda burned out on cause I'm too lazy or just so awkward and afraid. I used to think it's just because I didn't play Pokemon but I know it's me. I'm just really mello and keep it simple but so many cool people have given me a chance and almost all of them I feel like I just wasted their time. I'm not mad or sad or upset, just just tired and kinda disappointed in myself a lil. I can't even say that I could promise a second chance would yield a better result as I know I don't learn my lesson too often. I just wish I was a little more extroverted is all.

People like Sherbert and Static and don mind me poopin up the place so don't worry that will never change here.