The change in my life is quite a nice one really, for the last year and a half i been trying to get in touch with a woman that i found here on FA, through a dutch fur group.

Now, for the last couple of days she and i finally started to hit it off, we chat often, we have had multiple little "coffee dates" that i enjoyed and treasure so much, i found out SO MUCH about her..we have a lot in common, we both experienced almost the same things in our lives.

Just a few days ago we went on our first real date, together, she was so timid next to me, even holding hands (or her holding my pinky) was so nice, i could feel she was a little anxious..but again i found out more about her, what makes her tick, the things she likes and her hopes and dreams.

I was told by a old friend of mine, who mostly been there for me when i felt down or doubted myself when it comes to relationships "the best ones come out of nowhere, just be yourself and let the person you like know what you want, you will feel if its the right person for you" so far i have that feeling with her, shes the one i want to spend my life with, start our new chapter together.

She has let me know that she likes me, but shes also afraid at the same time because of her past, i am more than willing to give her the time she needs, but when she is ready and wants to continue together..she will make me the happiest person alive.

Sorry for this long-ish journal.l i j ust feel so happy right now!

(If you read this you know who i am talking about. love you hunni <3)