Boing. Another Daily Journal.
16 years ago
General
Not that it's anyone's business, but... I've been set free. It isn't important to any of you, but I need to say this. For the past couple of months, I've been unbelievably happy. I couldn't believe that I had found someone who actually cared about me, and I was having trouble believing that I actually deserved it. And then... bam. Things got a little bit strange. We were at odds for a while, and that was the most stressful point in my life so far. I binged on random foods, and felt like crap, and again, barely thought I deserved it. Well, that's not the important thing. The important thing is that I remember the good times with the biggest, goofiest smile. I knew what it was like to feel loved, and the only thing I have left to say is... thank you. Thank you so very much, and... I guess, goodbye. Maybe, in the future, things could pick up again, but for now, being your friend is the kindest thing to do. Thank you for setting me free, and thank you for teaching me, and thank you... for being amazing.
-Ryota.
-Ryota.
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With her I was so happy that nothing else mattered. And times so sad that I had never cried so much in my entire life.
Yet I cant help but be grateful for all the great times we had together!
You really are an AMAZING person, staying positive like this after all that has happened!!
It can be hard to turn your mind off when you are trying to sleep. Counting sheep never worked for me. When I can't sleep, I turn on the tv and watch a movie to take my mind off of whatever I was thinking of. I have had to do this a lot, but it works for me. :3
I wish you luck with getting some sleep! After all, a man needs his rest. ^_^
Yeah, that guy is SO FUNNY!!!!!