I'm fine~
8 years ago
General
Not really. There's a lot of things that I'm going through these days. That I feel like everything is on fire and I'm okay with it. Which is a huge problem because I need to get my head together before I really fall.
Ever since March rolled in I feel like there's been more pressure added onto my life and it's not just college and work, but my family too.I just feel too exhausted to pretty much do anything. I work like 6 days a week (now 5 because i have one class in the morning but I also have night class at the same day)
And when I get home. I only have 5 hours to myself and that's only if I don't have night classes before I repeat the cyle. Since my job deals with a lot of heavy lifting. When I get home I just mostly collapse on my bed and not bother with anything, but my mind keeps telling me new ideas, but I'm too tired to even pick up my pen.
Already in danger of failing art cause you know.... to tired of doing anything.
I just kind of feel boxed in. I guess that's where the vent art comes in to play here. I just needed my space. Even so... that's more of a problem, because I really want to start trusting people and chat more on here , but.... I'm too busy to do anything right now. D:
Sometimes, I just want to hit that "Give up" button, but I'm such a determined and stubborn bastard. I keep on going. I really do hate myself... a lot :D
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I'm here if you wanna chat.