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RIP to my baby, my best friend, my cat.
8 years ago
Yesterday at 9am I had to say good bye to my cat Bandit. I couldn't bring myself to write anything Yesterday. I was too much of a mess to do much. I still am to be honest.
He was main reason for waking up everyday. He was my comfort in life whenever something bad happened. He was always there for me. Always. He would just let me hold him and cry whenever I needed it... He was my heart and life.
And now he's gone. I honestly don't know what to do with myself right now. I woke up earlier and then just laid back down... I was his prime caretaker. So I'd get up, feed him, cuddle him right away and make sure he was okay before leaving for work or before continuing on my day. Then I'd come home and feed him, snuggle him after a hard day... And I just don't think everyone understands how much I needed him in my life.. And now that he is gone... I just don't know how I am going to cope.
So if I disappear for a while please don't worry. I am more than likely trying to figure out how to deal with everything.
He was main reason for waking up everyday. He was my comfort in life whenever something bad happened. He was always there for me. Always. He would just let me hold him and cry whenever I needed it... He was my heart and life.
And now he's gone. I honestly don't know what to do with myself right now. I woke up earlier and then just laid back down... I was his prime caretaker. So I'd get up, feed him, cuddle him right away and make sure he was okay before leaving for work or before continuing on my day. Then I'd come home and feed him, snuggle him after a hard day... And I just don't think everyone understands how much I needed him in my life.. And now that he is gone... I just don't know how I am going to cope.
So if I disappear for a while please don't worry. I am more than likely trying to figure out how to deal with everything.
I was in reckus when I lost my 17 years old kitty in 2014. The worst is I couldn't even go see her in her last moments.
I'm always been very close to my pets, so I can understand how it feels for you. Normally death is weighting hard on my shoulders... but I overcame the situation, and I know you can to, but it will take time. One day, one month, one year... But I also know you will always going to remember him, like I still remember mine, those moments might come with tears, because it is painful to remember, but at the same time, it's best for our own sanity.
So now, all you have to do is take the time you need to let the grief and sorrow go away.
Get a nice meal, and some relaxing time for yourself, talk to someone once in a while to help fill the void. But don't try to keep your tears in, if that need to get out, it needs to get out.
Best of luck, and my most sincere sympathies in this hard challenge.