Just returned from what I thought was a productive trip to find that my immediate family is having issues. This is nothing new, but it's a lot of stuff that is coming to a head for years. It makes me realize that I need to do everything in my power to leave prior to my deadline at the end of May. When I can't sit down and have a conversation in person with my mom or dad without an argument, then I know things are getting sour. I dunno; it may be that depression is kicking my ass again and making my rose tinted glass turn grey, but I just don't wanna be here anymore. It's not abusive, please don't get me wrong. But it does feel lonelier than it should be.

But hey, TLDR; Kami feels lonely but appreciates her birthday wishes.