Recently I've been failing to be able to draw for myself. Every time i do, it never turns out good or right. If I'm getting paid, or occasionally, asked, to do art, it comes out great or acceptable. I hate it, it's bullshit!

It's stressful as hell and puts me off drawing unless a request or commission or trade comes in, which sucks because i dont wanna fall outta practice or anything. 'Kota says it's probably just burnout, but its still stressing me out. I'm not gonna take a break or anything, it's not my style. Maybe I'll open up for trades? That should help pull me out of it.

either way, shit sucks :UUU
maybe ill watch a clive barker movie or something.

[btw im not closing commissions because of this. holler holler get dollar fuck the human brain]