Part of me wants to try out doing one of those YCH thingies that people do on FA a bunch but the other part of me feels like I'm not good enough and will be bummed when I get no takers on it (especially if its one of those group ones and I end up with like 1/3 slots filled). But the other part of me feels like I've made a lot of progress over the last couple of months by being less down on myself so maybe I shouldn't let my worry get in the way. Besides if I'm worried I could always make it inexpensive.