Why did I decide to do a ych story in the busiest time of the year

My school's having a talent show and I had the brilliant idea that "hey how about my AP Music Theory squad enter as a giant ensemble" and they were all "bruh yea" and I was all "ok imma write a cover of fucking bohemian rhapsody for a crazy collage of instruments and choir registers itll b lit" AND NOW IM DOING IT AND OH MY GOD THAT SONG IS EVEN LONGER THAN I REMEMBER AND THE SHOW IS THE FIRST WEEK OF MAY

Also I play piano, and my teach was like "eyy lets do a senior recital" and I was all "sure ok I'll just learn six or seven different pieces of advanced piano solos with an average of 5 pages of music per song" and so that's also happening.

Also a constellation project due on monday which I need a powerpoint and a 3D model for, but I don't have powerpoint on my laptop and idk when I can blow all my savings at hobby lobby for a goddamn poster board.

I hate when I do this to myself.

I know some people will think that a lot of these journals are just me making excuses as to why I'm not doing what I should be doing for the community, and to that I say you're 125% right and I'm fukkt. I'm really sorry to all the people who entered, but the YCH story will need to wait, and this... user? blog? whatever this is will probably look dead for a while. I don't want to make promises since I'm a lazy asshole, but I'm pretty sure that this page will be back by june at the latest, and the first "real*" thing I'll post will be the YCH!
*real meaning something other than doodles or hecka short stories, and if I do some short story it'll probably be experimental and shit. I wonder how many tf poems there are...

Man I feel like a let down, but then again, it was free...? So yeah... Idk. Not like I have too many people relying on me for some quality material.

God I sound so self-loathing. Well, I am, but none of you need to support me or anything. Its like depression memes so nbd ¯\_(ツ)_/¯