I am not feeling too well today emotionally.
So!! After this journal I am going to put on some aroma therapy and read my study bible and maybe study some about Europe ^^

I just want to tell you guys that I know what depression feels like. I may not be the best with words or advice but I can say that I do know how it feels. I love you guys no matter what you believe or who you love. Even christians have depression, believe it or not! And on Good Friday of all days! I just wanted to say this for who ever needs to hear it:

You are not alone
You are loved
You are appreciated
You are talented
I believe in you

If depression makes you lose motivation, then don't listen to it! It is 11:30 in my timezone and I still have not started my school for today. My dad had to make me get out of bed. The shower turning cold is what made me stop standing there this morning. Break the cycle. I have done it before and I will do it again! Do what you love, even if you lack the motivation to do so. That first step is a hard one, but it is worth it in the end. It is not a permanent cure, but it does help.
I love you guys!
Stay safe, ok?
I'll stay safe too ^^
See you all after school!