For a while, there has been someone on DeviantArt, FurAffinity, and YouTube that I wanted to be friends with for a little while. I'm not saying I want to date them or anything, because I know that person is already dating someone, and I know deep down that the person I'm thinking won't want to date me anyway. I've always thought of that person as interesting, cool, and in general someone that would be nice to hang around with. Now, I've done fan art for this person sometimes and they've noticed them a couple times and liked them. But I've always wanted to be a friend of that person, and you know chat and hang out.

Some people may see me as creepy for saying this, but I just can't keep this feeling inside me any longer. I also don't plan on mentioning the person in this journal, because they'll notice it and I don't know how they'll react to this. I do wanna tell them, but I always get nervous or just postpone it because I keep thinking that there's a chance of them rejecting me. So that's all I needed to say, talk to you guys later.